posted on Mar, 20 2011 @ 12:56 AM
reply to post by Greenize
I too am a night owl and spend many hours every night just sitting outside looking at the sky for anywhere from 4 to 6 hours (and having a ciggy too).
I just said to my partner yesterday I feel really weird and have been for the last couple of days. It's like a deep seated unconscious fear/
anxiety about something coming, but I don't know what. At first I thought to myself, oh my god I'm 42years old and am having my first ever 'panic
attack' as I could only guess that was what I was feeling. I've never had a 'panic attack' before in my life, but have been feeling very uneasy/
anxious, waiting for something.
I'm not sure what I'm even waiting for!! I will assure you I am not a fruitcake, I am not a panic attack merchant, and I am not an anxious person
by nature. I am very accepting of whatever is going on in the world at any time. I do give my opinion quite strongly and expressively at times, but
am not anxious about anything. It's just a really weird feeling. I had wondered if I was going to pass away soon and maybe my soul knows when and
maybe that's why I was feeling anxious, but I don't know I can't explain it. It just feels like something is not right in the world at the moment
and I feel uncomfortable. I also wondered if subconsciously I was worried about the radiation spreading on the wind currents from Japan. I knew it
was much worse than Japan was telling the world.