posted on Mar, 13 2011 @ 03:44 PM
I have always been sensitive to 'energy/vibes'. In 1990 i was hit by a V-8 Buick crashing thru my workplace & nailing me dead-on in the heart
chakra. 10 broken ribs, 9 bulging discs, lizard brain injury(brain stem). I had an OOBE & a NDE, I also saw the Shining Ones/Angels(8' tall) 2X wide
awake, 1st time w/hands extended over my chest. I wanted to say "who are you?' but PTSD body kicked in & I screamed. It disappeared from the bottom
up like being beamed on Star Trek. Since then i can pick up most everybody's emotions & energy(problem w/ women I'm attracted to). Yesterday, in NY
woke up, was in a panic, cud not understand why, meditated, did everything, 7th ray, in fact 13 rays, energy shields could not stop this feeling of
overwhelming sadness and despair, was totally miserable, cancelled all plans for a Saturday off to try & calm down. Had not opened internet or TV till
the evening. I wrote down a dozen choices on little slips of paper as to what i shud do. Turned them over & applied my pendulum(which hrs later in the
market flew out of my pocket & i crushed the crystal at the checkout). I was extremely tired even tho i had fully exercised, eaten, vitamins, etc. The
only yes answer was to Go to Sleep! I felt 'what a waste of a Saturday.' In sleep I was comforting people left & right in diff. situations. Woke up
at 5:30 pm. Turned on internet& saw the Earthquake thing. I am very sensitive to weather, atmospheric changes also. I feel like since i had such great
injuries from car accid. that my body is a mini-earth & i feel it's changes. I definitely felt what happened in Japan. Also dreamed of japanese girl
earlier in day trying to put round white cobblestones in a drain near a barn that had stainless steel bulls horns high on each corner. I beleive we
create our own reality. i have done so successfully in the past but always left something important out & got screwed. I'm afraid of doing this again
as I know it will happen so i do it in small details, not overall definite ones. I believe this is a safe universe. But there is definitely something
upping the fear level. Is it our own collective unconscious fear? Other Entities? Do not Fear them if so. Meditate as positive as you can. Protect
yourself & loved ones w/energy-light-crystal shields. See your/ourselves in the future in positive surroundings, the old 'love & light'. Gra agus
Solas in Irish. Also on 3/7 I had a dream about a spirit woman lying down to comfort me. I felt someone lie down in my bed & woke up. No one there.
Felt the energy of someone there. It was very sensual & comforting. The next morning I was doing my usual meditation & the quantum field popped into
my head. I usually visualize it as a dark space w/billions of little energy lights. This time it was a million crystal glass pyramids w/ lotus
position Buddhas in each one, w/throne behind them, w/ flowers, mandalas, colors, etc. all around them as if each were a guru. The top part of this
field where these pyramids(3-5 sides) floated was all bright. There was a reverse to each one as diamonds. The bottom part was a rich ebony black
floating in darkness, like a yin/yang. Infinite light above. Infinite darkness below. No fear. Just beingness, balanced, calm, but 'head' centered.
The heart centeredness was in the heart chakra of each of these 'boddhisatva/is' who were what the little lights of my usual quantum field looked
like up close. Let us all use this "Frightening Fear Filled Events' as 'nudges' as it were to project positive and loving thought forms for our
future, etc. into our Dimension/Otherworld. Let us remake our world into a magnificent paradise. Together we can! I have seen the possible/probable
futures that are negative and the ones that are postiive. We rule. We are the Alchemists of our future. Let us transform it so spirit can indeed
manifest in the physical and 'make it greater than all the Otherworlds'. Slan. Gra agus Solas.