posted on Feb, 8 2011 @ 04:51 PM
SP is indeed scary, but if you get to know it, you can really have a unique experience with it. The sensation of submission to it knowing it's not
real, can allow your mind to do some really weird things...
In a way, it's like using a dissociative psychedelic... It can be the scariest thing ever and you are terrified, or it can become so amazing that the
buzz lasts the entire next day..
Just don't fight the terror... Laugh at it, mock it, absorb it. the whooshing sound of everything around you being blown away, the faint
incomprehensible voices, the feeling that something is watching you, etc.. if you just let it happen, at least in my experience, you can enter a very
real lucid state..
I've had lucid dreams before, but these are somehow different.. more surreal, familiarity mixed with absurdity.. I dunno how to explain it properly,
but I've come to enjoy sleep paralysis. When it used to frighten the absolute hell out of me.
I still get bad episodes of it however, I guess I don't realise it in the state Im in, but the fight or flight instinct takes over and I end up
punching or kicking the walls violently almost falling out of bed.
Oh but some of the nightmares are just so delicious, and to think - I used to fear them...
edit on 8/2/2011 by badw0lf because: (no reason