posted on Oct, 21 2010 @ 01:06 AM
I've just turned 33 1/2 today. I've heard my times that that was the age of Jesus when he died on the cross.
I've had many spiritual experiences happen to me in my life. It seems my life is very directed. I've tried hard to meet and hook up with a lady
since I was 18, but it seems like a higher force controls peoples minds if someone was meant to stay as a virgin. Since I'm attractive, smart, and
understanding, it should be proof that there is a higher force at work to not let me settle down or at least hold a relationship. Someone predicted
over 30 years ago that I would live in a certain small city in the southeast and that happened. I've even tried various psychic help, but the
directed outcome still did not lead to a girlfriend/boyfriend relationship. It's just been "only friends" for me for some reason. For the past
week, I've even been going through various body pains that I haven't even had in the past 10 years. These pains have been coming at me right out of
Do you think that my future will at least involve leadership like Jesus?
By the way, my middle name is Christopher so I do have the "Christ" name in my name. Also, my first name is Joseph. Joseph of the Bible probably was
a virgin for at least a while and probably had similar leadership qualities as Mary did.