posted on Jun, 26 2010 @ 06:22 PM
In the early 80's I found myself pregnant with a child that had several serious birth defects. Yes, my doctor gave me choices, abort, deliver and
allow no doctor intervention (eventual death) or deliver, allow the pediatric surgeons, neonatologists, etc. do what that could and pray that the
child would live and have a normal life. I chose the latter. Immediately after my daughter was born, she was taken into surgery ~ a surgery that
lasted 4 hours. She was born at 38 weeks, which is considered full term. After the surgery was complete I spend a good deal of time discussing the
procedures with the Ped. Surgeon. One question I asked was regarding anesthesia and pain. I was informed that no anesthesia was used during surgery
because, 1)it is too risky to use general anesthesia on a newborn and 2)although newborns and fetus in utero have some level of physical feeling, the
majority of their nerve endings are not fully developed at birth. It was explained to me that although an in utero fetus and a newborn will respond to
certain stilmuli (such as ice), the actual nerve endings are not developed enough to feel more subtle stimuli. It was very difficult for me to accept
the fact that my child had gone through major surgery at the age of 30 minutes, with no anesthesia so I did an amazing amount of research and sure
enough, what I found was exactly what I was told. When my child was 10 months old and needed additional surgery, general anesthesia was used, but with
great caution. When using general anesthesia on an infant, there is a 50% mortality rate from the anesthesia alone. Although my daughter had a very
difficult start to her life and spent months in the hospital, she survived and is now a doctor herself. After going through the entire experience (3
years) my only question now is just how far do we let these masked gods of modern medicine go to save a life? 30 years later I still do not have an
answer. Would I make the same decision today that I made 30 years ago. Absolutely!!!