posted on May, 24 2004 @ 11:58 AM
Thats interesting with the love thing, I had something simular once and I often wonder if in some way it wasn't an astral travel not by me, but by my
wife(we wernt married at the time, wasnt even going out).
I was dreaming that I was on a boat with my then girlfriend, and she asked me, do you really love me? And I said well, I love you but, I dont REALLY
REALLY love you, and then I said, this is why. I grabbed like a wine bottle and I popped the cork, and this white mist came out, and I said, I really
love her. And the mist turned into my (now) wife. And the emotion I felt was unlike anything I have experienced since, it was such a total experience
of love that I can't word it right. It was like at the sight of her my heart was ripped out of my chest because it beat so hard. Almost like I was
seeing my wife in her purest form. We had gone out before, but broke up after a year and a half and at the time, although I did love her, it wasnt
anything like that dream. Maybe it was my sub concious feelings and it just surfaced that way, but I swear it was her essence. and it seems that after
that dream, I did truely fall in love with my wife. I mean I was aware of how I felt after that. If that makes sense.
I think I swore at that point that I would someday get back together with her. Had no idea we would eventually marry. Though, I think it was something
meant to be, and that dream helped me to realize my true feelings because I saw her at the core of her being. How can you see the core of someones
being if they arnt really there? Just kind of a side thought, but I do believe it happens, probibly more than we realize.