posted on Dec, 2 2009 @ 08:49 AM
I have been a member for some time but have not accessed ATP for a while. I was not sure where to post this since the whole forum in completely
For the last Year plus I have been subject to a very extraordinary experience. Since I have rarely been on site on on a pc for over one year I will
explain that I have been very limited to world "events".
My expose or propostion to this world (note "this world" for there are many "forums") is belief, understanding, and acknowledgement.
To be blunt there is so much I am not sure what one would expect. So if I ramble or words are not clear at times then I wholly expect "valid"
questions will be answered. I will not succumb to arbitrary or malicious expressions. I will always respond to earnest and thoughtful inquiries.
As a brief, my physical world has been "tempered" to such a degree that I have no person to whom I can diivulge any information.
My family and all friends have been compromised. And, of course, herein lies my dilemma. While I have found discrepencies in familiy
recolecitions, And as such i am told "no one will ever valifdate your words", I am left my own enterprise and subsequent formal intervention.
And... Just to be clear... I am not written nor collected. But for some reason people find my writing to be sometimes "political" or not
esocteric, but not philosophical, - I cant always find the words. Anyway, I usually write what are my words by often i find owrds that i would not
notmally speak. so before i prattle on about thes im truly and and truly want one to hear my words of this one past years for those who are tryihng
to hear the words.
so please do not post until this poet is complete because i am going to post the words that come to me.
I will take a mopment each time to check the last few words to see if the letters i am posting are what I am speaking.
please please forgive me if I am not my words are sometimes not always this easy ...