Originally posted by diabolique
Ok, here it goes...
Whatever romantic/partnership situation you're in right now is not working for you. You're going through a rough patch, but the relationship can be
salvaged if you two take a temporary break from each other. I feel that you need some breathing room and perspective to deal with whatever problems
I don't know what your employment situation is, but I see you leaving your current job really soon and taking a cross-country trip in the near
future, more like a "finding yourself" excursion (ever read "Eat, Pray, Love?"). Do you like riding motorcycles? I keep seeing reddish mountains
like in the Southwest, so maybe you'll be doing some traveling in that region. This trip be very important to your personal evolution and you'll
meet some influential people along the way. You feel very restricted in your life and need to break free.
You're a very spiritual person and gifted in that aspect (well, the screen name is a hint) and you should cultivate that more.
Let me know if I'm in the ballpark!
Originally posted by old_god
Feel free to 'intuit' about me (present and future)
Thank you for the reply, more detail than I expected and you pointed out some facts in my life right now that ring true.
1. My relationship with my partner is being tested and I have questioned if I am the problem or she is but the 'old god' in me has already
"If you get through your toughest spot in a relationship you will only grow more closer and your relationship will become stronger"
2. Work situation is about right: I have worked as a consultant/contractor for a while (was afraid to commit maybe?) but beginning of the year I took
a leap of faith and took a permanent role several notches below my abilities but it paid off - rapid promotion has given me freedom to be creative and
'architect solutions' for the many tech projects I got my hands on.
But no path is well written now and I still have doubts in my mind like "when will I walk in and get told I am redundant", add to that the social,
political and world issues and it can really give a deep thinker a complex
3. Mountains: I have a bond to mountains and the earth, in many of my dreams I would sit on a mountain covered in natures beauty and have this thought
that I am sitting on my throne.
I want to travel to the Australian outback or the M.E/Africa to reflect on my current life.
4. Influential People: Hmm quite accurate, I have had some really intense deja-vu experiences the past few years and I have sincerely believed I have
and will be in contact with people who will affect my life and I will touch theirs.
Correct, I am a very deep thinker and I have a visual memory so I am constantly creating, with my minds eye, scenarios and analyzing them as if you
were looking at several screens or sensing several objects at once.
My vivid mind is often a hurdle though, you tend to go off on tangents and see things that make you blissful or cower in fear (of wondering if what
you just saw could or has happened).
I am extremely empathic (more so with animals, insects etc) and I have always held a belief (even knowledge maybe) of a/the supreme being.
Bear in mind I am a scientist as well so I am almost divided by two different polar characteristics: where my scientific, technical and analytical
teachings give me more questions, I am able to switch and think outside the box using my spiritual and spatial thought processes.
Am I religious? No, but I have the same right to believe in something more than this existence because I refuse to believe something so symmetrical
and sublime as the human body was an 'accident' of nature through some random act called evolution.