posted on Oct, 9 2009 @ 05:15 PM
It's been a strange few days.
I really don't know how, but I have been able to let go of so much.
So much anger, so much grief.
It does nothing for you to keep holding onto it.
This is the catalyst for me trying to lay down the bricks. I am jsut putting it out there.
I know that there are times when I must bend like the tall grasses, even though I've often snapped like a twig.
Either way, the wind still blows.
I can go with it, or I can fight it.
Or I can harness it.
I am so tired of fighting the wind, it will blow long after I'm gone, so what am I hoping to accomplish?
I will ride the wind, and harness it, like it was intended for us to do.
There is no stopping the wind.
I left a message to an old friend the other day. He hasn't called back, and I know he is mad. But what can I do.
I know I cut myself off from him, and I was justified.
You have no idea.
However, a friend he was, despite his flaws, or mine.
I know he would like to talk to me again, but he won't call. I know it.
He is too stubborn.
If it's meant to be, so be it.
If not I'll leave it alone.