posted on Jul, 26 2009 @ 02:59 AM
I have recently been awakened to the world around me. I feel that I am starting to see the layers of truth behind the vast spawning of lies around
the world. I am more comfortable with my communications around other people. I have been feeling really upbeat lately. I feel pretty confident. I
have been in a outgoing mood lately. I'm able to share what's on my mind to others. I have my own thoughts to myself. I do my own independent
learning. I feel that I can safely say that my mind is at peace.
What does it mean for your mind to be at peace? That is not a hard concept to answer. Many people will say that their mind is at peace. Do you
really know that to be the case? A lot of people will just say that their mind is at peace, or, that they are at peace with the world. You don't
know that. You can't ever know what they think or what they are feeling. I truly feel at peace with myself. My mind is calm. I am not completely
care-free... this I know. I do know how I can think about my problems rationally and in a careful way.
I look at my life right now. I'm young. I'm 20 years old. I see a long life a. of me. I have friends. I can talk to people when I'm down.
I feel that I am cared about. I know that people like me. I like feeling liked. That makes me feel good about myself... it makes me feel the
opposite of me feeling hated.
There is nothing to this really. It's just about being yourself. You will get the greatest reward from your life by just being yourself. You
don't need to use NLP brainwashing techniques to get what you want. You don't need to call on the universe to help you get your desires. If you
just be calm, be who you are, you will reap the rewards.
Life can be a tough journey. You may not always get what you want. You just have to cope with that. You have to rationalize with yourself and
realize that while you may not get what you want all the time you will have to understand that and try to make the best out of every situation.
You don't make the best out of every situation by constantly holding grudges against other people and clinging to the past. If something bad
happened to you in the past that has been bothering you for a really long time you shouldn't constantly be worrying about it. Not too long ago I
took a pen and a notebook and I wrote down all of my major problems that was bothering me at the time and I felt mentally relieved a lot better-as- I
was able to rationalize all of those thoughts from my . down on the notebook, and, I was able to get them sorted out, and, I feel better for having
done so. Getting your thoughts down on paper will help you when you have been thinking about something a long time that you just want to get out but
you really haven't been able to- because- it's been on your mind for a really lon gtime.
When I say that my mind is at peace I don't just mean that my mind is surreal and calm. I mean that I feel completely emotionally at peace and as
well as mentally. I don't feel too much mental stress. It's like there isn't this constant tug in my mind- where- your thoughts are where I am
constantly thinking about negative thoughts all the time. I feel confident about myself. I feel good about where I am in life. I am not using
rhetoric on you here. I am explaining what my state of mind is. This is a state of mind I don't think I've experienced before. It's a conscious
state of mind- I am aware of the world, I am pretty much aware of a lot of what's happening in the world, I don't know everything that's going on
but I don't feel bad for not admitting that I don't, I can keep my . up. This state of mind is just kind of like a state of tranquility. I
think that's the way to describe it. My mind right now doesn't feel that one of anger. It feels like I am calm. I can control my reactions to
things. I feel pretty stable right now. It's a mental state where I can essentially relax- I- breath in and breath out and it's just like I feel
no stress right now. I'm not stress free. It's just that my mind seems to be handling it quite well.
What I see in the world right now... I see a community of people talking to each other... when I think of people in the world I see a world in chaos.
I see many minds that aren't at peace with themselves. These people's minds are really just how should I say- they're- just out of sync with the
rest of the world. They're so bottle-neck into what they're doing... they fail to see the big picture, they fail to see where they are in the
world. It's like these people have a limited capability. They only see themselves in the present. They can't see the past or the future. People
need to be present minded, future minded, and past minded all at the same time. People in my mind should be present minded and future oriented, as,
opposed to being past minded and present oriented. I see a lot of people who just can't pick up everything- they fail to see everything around
them... they can get it sometimes... but they don't really get it 100%. I think people don't really understand what the rest of the world is like.
They think they know everything because they have computers and television. Yet their mind is so distorted- their mind is so chaotic- that they only
see their present state in life... they don't know what's going on around them. People are very oblivious to reality and what's happening. They
don't understand what theories are. They don't understand what ideas are about reality. Their mind is never at peace. They can never do things
they want to. They're always going about their business. They're always thinking about the next wedding that they have to go to. They're
thinking about the next concert that they have to go to. They never stop and see and think for a second about where they are in history. Their minds
are never in peace. If their minds were perhaps more in peace they could probably begin to stop and look at where we are in the world and maybe get
more of a historical grasp of what's happening and appreciate life more. But these people don't even think about that.
My mind is at peace... I am saying this because this is what I'm feeling right now. I feel that I am getting closer to understanding the real way in
which the world works. I know a lot more than I used to. I'm fine with that. What makes me at peace now is that I know that I can do something
with my knowledge. I don't have to be at my home and just do nothing all the time. I can go on my computer and I can blog, I can post at ATS, I can
tell people about my knowledge that I have, or, about what I see. I just know that the world can be changed. I have faith in people. I know that
people will listen to me. We're acting like nothing in here in the world today will change or that if it will change the world will change for the
worst. I feel that the world can change for the better. I am in fact confident that there is hope for the world.
We have so much trouble understanding the world. People hardly seem to be able to understand going to work, and, all that their job entails. They
have difficulty with people who they work with. There are people who have a tough time at school. These people have many problems with themselves.
I feel personally that you should solve all of the problems that you have before you go on to the rest of the world. One of the things that people
often say about people in the real world is that they have so much to worry about. They have so many problems. I've dealt with conflicts myself.
I've been in the real world. I am in the real world. I can overcome my challenges. I can still be who I am. I can still think about the world in
the larger sense. I can still essentially feel more at calm with who I am, and, I won't feel angry by just essentially getting into trouble.
People make so many excuses up for these people who have their own problems who can't deal with it themselves. A lot of the world would be better
off if they just acted rationally. If more people were sane and were rational the world would be a lot better off. These people can't seem to
really just ever get along with other people in the world. They then make tons of excuses... and jokes like "Oh, I used to be really outgoing until
this one girl dumped me". These people never are at peace with themselves. These people are never going to essentially get beyond phase one. These
people don't see the outside world. These people only see themselves. Their minds aren't at peace. They can't even solve their own problems.
I can solve my own problems. My mind can be at peace because I can deal with my problems in a careful and rational way. I think that the best method
of dealing with emotional problems is to deal with them in a careful method of discourse. You see so many people talking to people and it's like
they act like complete jerks, or, it's not that they act like complete jerks, but they act very stupid on instant messanging, or, something else, and
then they go on to complain on and on about what happened. Or they make fun of these people- and- they post these conversations online, and, they act
like they won't get any consequences from their behavior. These people's minds are a bit irrational. Then you have these people who interact with
other people and they talk to other people and they ask other people what they did wrong when they could have just acted differently and more
rationally towards the other person and the problem would have been a lot better. I think the problem I'm getting at is that a lot of people just
act stupidly- then- they get all heated up and they act they did nothing wrong and they fret up all about it.
I just think it's odd how these types of people act. They can't deal with their problems rationally. Their mind isn't at peace. They can't
think straight. My mind is at peace. Is yours?