posted on Jan, 4 2009 @ 09:54 AM
I want everyone to read my reply jratcliff, and eyes wide shut
JRatcliff63367> I take offense at your idea of seeing a psychotherapist, by me saying that I am "receiving" messages. I'm not actually hearing
them. Its more of like Im realizing, or remembering something long forgotten. I do not hear voices (apart from my own, thinking to myself) people.
Eyes Wide Shut> Beginning at around age 12, I have been meditating (daily at first, now maybe weekly). I have astral projected 3 times. Met who I call
my "teacher", the spiritual guide who showed me that I didnt have to be afraid of the Astral Plane. I beleive that I have seen jesus, mary, and
buddha (i am not religious but feel deeply spiritual), but I am unsure that if it was sleep paralysis or a vision. I suffered from depression for
about 6 months at the age of 17 (this completely stopped the meditation). Apart from depression I have no history of mental illness, nor does my
family, back to my great grandparents. So in short, I feel very very connected to my higherself. I have to admit that after I found out about indigo
children, I wondered if I was one of them, with extremely limited powers. (from what I know, it would be all of my powers would be through intuition,
while "real" indigo's would be controlled)
Matt> I noticed that the one liners often are like someone wrote them for me, they are not in the same pattern that I think, Im from detroit, Im
blunt, direct, and harsh. I can only guess that you would not normally think of "venom" as something as sickness, its like coding, you can
interperet it however you want. I wonder how many more people this is happening to.
to everyone, thanks for your help, I really appreciate it