reply to post by resistor
Greetings resistor! Thanks for having the strenght to post your story in such an open forum!! You know it takes alot to be able to tell such
personal things about yourself..
And knowing that there going to be many people who will either privately mock you, or even worse come in here and say this or that to try to tell you
that you are out of your mind..
Well they had better not!! I for one will stand by you while you tell more of your stories and ideas with us here... Now that I am here no one had
better give resistor any crap about this! You where open enough to admit that you dont have proof to this, and I will give you the benifit of the
doubt here and keep up with this thread!
While I dont have to much to add other than I am here and I am listening to your story here.. Dont fear anyone on here.. And keep up the good work, in
doing what you are doing!
This is one step in the right direction here. And Im sure if not anything else its going to help someone out somewhere down the road!
Its never easy to speak your mind, and its always hard to try to explain yourself over and over again to people who just simply can not understand..
Or people who simply just want to blow off some steam and be mean to you..
But over the time I have been here on ATS you have been kind enough to stop into a few of my threads and give me some support.. Hence I will return
the karma you so kindly put forth to me!
You know I had always felt as if I was being scanned from time to time..
Ever since I was a young child, I would be laying in my bed and I would hear this high pitch sound.. And next thing I know I would feel a beam of
light scan over my body and past my house.. This beam was not like a small beam, but it was a huge scale beam.. Something that could scan about 25
city blocks at one time!
I would sometimes talk about this to my family.. And they would look at me like I was crazy.. So I never spoke about it to them again..
But over the years as I got older, the scans kept up. Sometimes the scans I would sense got more intense.. And would only happen 1 time every 6
months or so.
I have not felt one of these scans in about 2 years now.. They stopped all together when I was 30 years old.. Prehaps they have upgraded their gear
to stop the high pitch freaquency I was hearing and sensing!
Theres much more into this than just scans.. But I can see things and feel things that other people dont pick up upon.. Many of the things in the sky
I would look up and see... Those I was with couldnt see them..
Such as the sky during the day time.. Its full of little white dots! They fill the sky like a snow storm.. But I know in my heart that is all just
The energy that surrounds us and give everything here life!
There are so many things in this world that we do not know about.
So many things in this world that we can not see with our eyes. and not hear with our ears.. But once in a while there are things that we can pick up
upon.. And some of us are very senstive to things..
I think you are one such person resistor.. You have the sense.. And now its up to you to use this sense in a postive manner to help not only yourself,
but others like me who have been confused for a very long time about all this..
I have been in and out of mental wards all my life.. Ive been put into mental wards from the age of 12 years old until I was 17..
They cant lock me up anymore.. And all the doctors wanted to do was put me on meds, and lock me away..
But I never felt I was honestly crazy.. Just very senstive to many things in this world.. The doctors always told me I was very messed up in my head
and needed help to make the voices and sounds go away.
And to make the white dots and energy go away from my sights..
However I refused their meds, and to this day I still get by.. And Im not crazy.. I know many others like me.. And I can do everyday things, without
freaking out.. I dont hurt people.. And I have never been like a cutter or emo type person..
Im very level headed person.. and down to earth for the most part..
Yes sometimes I have troubles holding a normal conversation with people.
I tend to always get a little deep, and tend to talk about things like the universe, and theories! I just cant help myself..
But over time I have learned how to just talk about sports, or about the weather..
There are some people in this world, who are agents to this system..
And Ive learned how to deal with these folks, and how to talk to them..
There are many people in this world that you CAN not talk to about this stuff.. They are not here for that reason..
They are here to protect this system anyway they can! And they will stop at nothing to label you crazy.. And have you put on their Track of life..
But either way if you ever need to talk further resistor, feel free to send me a U2 on here.. You have been my friend on here for over a year. And
anything I can do to help you out, I will do it gladly..
As there are many topics I have not even touched based on here..
Such as like what you explained with the whole sexual part..
I just couldnt come out and talk about on here in an open forum.. Its far to deep, and far to personal.. But if you want to know shoot me a U2 Id be
happy to talk to you about it in private.
And I can also get into the alien part of my life.. Theres many things about me that I am still coming to terms with.. And all the marks I have on my
body from such encounters..
The pinpoint scar on the right side of my head behind my ear.
the triangle on my right palm, and the star charts burned into my memory.
The voices and faces I see almost everyday.. And the stuff I see is nothing next to sometimes creepy, and sometimes enlighting!
But over all its good to know there are others out here willing to listen, and will to understand!!!
Keep up the good work my friend!