reply to post by Illusionsaregrander
My intuition changed greatly about April or May giving me this incredibly "off" feeling. My whole life I've been a very optimistic person, adept in
seeing auras, meditation, and being in tune with the planet. Throughout my time doing conspracy research, it never got to me as to affect how I am.
These events unfortuatnely have. They have made it harder to just be.
I've known this has been coming for a while though part of me never wanted to believe it. For a month I've been stocking up: food, water, medical
supplies, flashlights, firewood, etc. The one thing I can't bring myself to do it get a gun. I'm not a violent person. As things have progressed, I
have made arrangements to get a hold of multiple guns if necessary though I have personal issues with it. If it comes down to protecting my family, I
have no choice.
When the severity started to increase, my initial thoughts were take off to the middle of nowhere. I deliberated much and came to the conclusion that
there are many people who will be depending on me when the time comes. I've been stocking for ten people to survive six months. The people around me
know it's coming but are unwilling to make advanced preparations. So basically, when I tell them TSHTF (and I mean that exact moment, nothing before
qualifies), then they will make one run. I already have plans for a group of people to make a move to one of two places in the middle of nowhere.
Nonetheless, I'm not panicing. To be honest, I want this to come for a couple reasons. I don't wish anything bad upon anyone, but I like things to
be shook up....I don't do well with monotony. I know that sounds bad but I've always thrived on change. The more I think about this, I see this as
the revolution to change the planet to benefit mankind forever. If I've ever had one addiction in life, it's been freedom. To me, this is the
granddaddy of them all.
There's one other thing that's been happening through all this that I haven't told anyone. I've been seeing people/animals/buildings/etc. with two
lights resonating an inch of thickness off the surface. Take a person for example, I will see their left side being a bright goldenrod color and the
right side a bright electric blue. This started about a year ago and has been increasing in brightness and size ever since. The light is getting
bright and large enough that the yellow and the blue are meeting in the middle and forming an emerald green color. Intuitionally, it feels like it's
tied to the raising of the planetary consciousness. Wild.
To close, this doesn't last much longer imo. Time will tell but I can tell you I'll be ready for anything the moment it comes. I will not reside in
fear while the wait is occuring. I will not reside in panic when the craziness starts. Many others will. Practice your ability to forgive now, you
will need it soon enough. There is one thing that nobody can take away from you:
Today is the best day of your life.