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Somehow I came across your thread earlier and already read it, but I didn't reply to it or anything. I'm still a Christian myself, but I'm not a hellfire and brimstone one that wants everyone to think like I do. Arguing about it online is actually my least favorite topic. I try to stay away from religion threads. However, I just wanted to say if you don't believe anymore I'd much rather see a person on their own path looking for their own answers instead of trying to force yourself into believing something you just can't anymore. That must be like banging your head against a wall I suppose.
I also work with computers too so that's cool. Even though in all honesty I can't really stand them. When people ask why I always tell them that I'm working on them to make them better because I can't stand them lol.
So, anyway, good luck on your path wherever it takes you.
oh well, one day my precious.... 
