Originally posted by andy1033
I found out ithat mind control existed in 1992. Could not talk to anyone in peace, and just left school. Was not into all this stuff until, the net
came, and i found this stuff in 03/04.
In 2000 or so i was looking for mind control info, and the net i found none really until i found the montauk story. They desribed a version of what i
was going through, and it helped me alot.
Having your life destroyed really shows you how bad people are, and it focuses your mind into certain areas. I choose this, i suppose.
Stay away from nirvana summed me up alot, just wanted to be me, and not a sheep. Shame i could not live my life, there are too many nuts about, and
especially in positions of power.
[edit on 9/5/2008 by andy1033]
You know, I was just talking last night in a thread about Kurt being killed by the CIA, and I personally think Kurt was lured with money and drugs
into a mind control program around 88 or 89. I know these things exist for a fact. Several of my friends in the local indie scene have been lured into
these programs and have not been the same person at all since then. This is why heroin is such a big commodity and why we took over Afghanistan.
Heroin is a powerfully addictive drug, and my friends got into that damn # a year or two ago, and eventually ended up out on the street... in which
time they were lured into these programs with the promise of 3 times daily morphine injections, 10 cigs a day, sex, and 3000 dollars for a 2 month
stay as a government human guinea pig. Dangerous thing is that these guinea pigs when released go back and recruit other struggling musicians into the
program as well. I've SEEN this happening, and these guys spilled their guts to me... while in the same breath trying to make me think it's a cool
easy thing to do. "Easy money, man. All the morphine you want. Just get stoned and write songs all day!"
As for what woke me up... it started a few years ago with my exposure to the fact that Freemasons control the music industry. I had a freaky run in
with a band I was trying out for, and they were all hardcore Freemasons, with the compass and rule G sign tattooed on their arms. I would say they
were being pretty stupid because they were basically trying to recruit me by bragging about how they knew all these powerful secrets and things that I
would call magic and how they were friends with Princes and all the most powerful people in the world, and how if you wanna make it in the music
industry "just stick with us, and we'll show you the way". I was creeped out as all heck, but stayed and jammed with them all day. They seemed like
good guys. Don't think I'm telling you all Freemasons are evil or anything... but they are definitely as a whole subverting our whole culture.
I forgot about that whole thing until about a year later when a few people in a row kept bugging me about 9/11 being an inside job. I called them
psychos.... can you imagine? Read some of my posts, my thread about invisible beings... ME calling people who believe 9/11 was an inside job
PSYCHOS!?!? Yeah well lemme tell ya folks, it's mental programming and it is a conditioned response. I had it.... that is until this one dude emailed
me out of nowhere, didn't even know the guy and said 9/11 was an inside job. I responded and typical response, called him a complete lunatic. He
responded very calmly and said "Fine. Either you'll look for yourself or you won't."
I dunno what it was about that statement that made me cave in and look at the information with an open mind... but I think it was partially I wanted
to look at it and prove to myself that he was indeed a nutbag....
I remained skeptical until I saw the footage of WTC7 falling for the first time since that day. I remembered seeing it on TV falling live and going
"What the hell? Why did that fall like that? Where's the RAGING fires?" and the magic of media brainwashing made me forget my gut reaction within a
few hours. But when I saw the footage again.... my brain like suddenly had errors all over and it was like a system crashing and then rebooting
completely blank. I must have watched that footage about 100 times in a row literally shouting "HOLY #!!!!! HOLY #!!!!" the whole time because in an
instant the whole world I clung to had shattered.
I don't see why skeptics like to think we "conspiracy theorists" like to talk about anything that's anti-government. I'm sure that a small
minority just enjoy being a rebel without a cause...
But me personally I've lost many things since that day of realization. You just can't go back to normal. If you try, it's like pulling teeth. It's
not fun knowing everything around you is a lie. Someone said to just go enjoy your life because life is too short. What will that solve? If we're all
afraid of not having a maximum dose of happy fixes before we die, then we're still slaves. The best slaves are the happy ones. "Yessuh bowss,
thankyah bowss! Youz so kindly and genarus bowss!"