Originally posted by Vanitas
What I do want to voice (and perhaps exorcise? ) at this point is my fear - my single and very great fear in all of this: that by stepping "over"
I might forget all that I have learned about this very process, the path that led me to it... and THEN what?
There seems to be reason to believe that wouldn't be as inevitable as it may seem theoretically.
On the other hand, I don't trust myself and my own weakness...
In my experience and that is the only one I can speak of, there is no need to fear a complete memory wipe. Your memory is in the neuron connectivity.
I don't have a link handy but there are vids of the tiny balls and tiny volcanoes that are at the neuron connections. As the electrical spark jumps
across a certain group of balls drop and react as they either seat in the volcanoes or swirl around and either stop and find their place in them.
Every time the neuron disconnects and reconnects it retains the correct ball drop from the previous connections. (memory) it will be retained and
stored regardless of how time was manipulated but you may have one of those smack your forehead thats it moments when the answer was on the tip of
your tongue. This is the time lag for the disconnection and reconnection of those neurons.
I hope that sort of makes sense. There can be no memory wipe unless the neuron group storing the memories is either toxified by heavy metals passing
the blood/brain barrier, or physical trauma.
In the event that the connections have moved several times the notebook will help to snap them back to the grid so to speak. The better the notes the
less the danger of having to wait a while before fully remembering.
I don't do well with text but i'm smokin hot with a white board.
For the second part weakness is just unexplored temptation. Everyone has the same weakness to differing degrees. Again the notebook overcomes this,
and more so if you are easily distracted. By setting out the intention and exact expected results in a cold clinical manner and following them, you
have created a method to overcome the weaknesses of the flesh/Mind.
You will do fine. Spend a great amount of time thinking the whole thing through. Don't be impulsive, be clinical and scientific. (if you can say that
about occult sciences?) I think there is a biblical passage that says forget the past and focus on the future.
The answers to the questions are all right here if you think about it carefully. The release of energy form the lower center and allowing it up and
down, the centering on the correct time line but it is more of an astral description than a here and now, but its all the same if you believe it is.
To the time warpmelody:
No worries.
You didn't learn the lesson
but here is a little song that
won't let go of your head.
Read the words close,
because we are running short on
room for what can be said.
Lets do the time warp again
RiffRaff:
It's astounding;
Time is fleeting;
Madness takes its toll.
But listen closely...
Magenta:
Not for very much longer.
RiffRaff:
I've got to keep control.
I remember doing the time-warp
Drinking those moments when
The Blackness would hit me
Magenta:
And the void would be calling...
Transylvanians:
Let's do the time-warp again.
Let's do the time-warp again.
Narrator:
It's just a jump to the left.
All:
And then a step to the right.
Narrator:
Put your hands on your hips.
All:
You bring your knees in tight.
But it's the pelvic thrust
That really drives you insane.
Let's do the time-warp again.
Let's do the time-warp again.
Magenta:
It's so dreamy, oh fantasy free me.
So you can't see me, no, not at all.
In another dimension, with
voyeuristic intention,
Well secluded, I see all.
RiffRaff:
With a bit of a mind flip
Magenta:
You're into the time slip.
RiffRaff:
And nothing can ever be the same.
Magenta:
You're spaced out on sensation.
RiffRaff:
Like you're under sedation.
All:
Let's do the time-warp again.
Let's do the time-warp again.
Columbia:
Well I was walking down the street
just a-having a think
When a snake of a guy gave me an
evil wink.
He shook-a me up, he took me by surprise.
He had a pickup truck, and the
devil's eyes.
He stared at me and I felt a change.
Time meant nothing, never would again.
All:
Let's do the time-warp again.
Let's do the time-warp again.
Narrator:
It's just a jump to the left.
All:
And then a step to the right.
Narrator:
Put your hands on your hips.
All:
You bring your knees in tight.
But it's the pelvic thrust
That really drives you insane.
Let's do the time-warp again.
Let's do the time-warp again.
[edit on 9-5-2008 by Illahee]
[edit on 9-5-2008 by Illahee]