posted on Apr, 24 2008 @ 02:12 PM
reply to post by TheRealYoda7
Where to begin? TheRealYoda7, I believe you.
Let me clarify that statement; I believe that you
believe what you are telling us to be the truth. That may sound derogatory, it is not meant
to be. I mean it genuinely.
You should be aware, however, that what you are sharing with us comes across, IMO, as an intensley personal journey. As such I, and I imagine many
others, cannot share it with you, even though we may agree with your sentiments of peace and love. They are noble, and much maligned.
I fear the toll you've suffered on this journey is a great one. We can feel your fear, and your loneliness. Understand that on hearing your message I
immediately wish you well. But sharing it here on ATS may not be the wisest thing to do. Be warned; your message will be met with hostility.
Undoubtedly you have gone through immense truama;
At this point I ran across traffic and told traffic to "$* OFF". And then the cops came and got me...When they had pulled be out of the cop car, I
had restrained from being forced into the wheel chair, at which point they kneed me in my stomach, and I looked at them, and all 3 of the cops were
FACELESS, just straight faceless....
Whatever the provenance of this scenario, it must have been terrifying.
I do not know what the correct protocol is for addressing the symptoms of your condition, so I hope it suffices to say I'm sorry you are going
through such an ordeal. I have no doubt private demons plague you. They plague all of us in one form or another, and we all deal with them on a day to
day basis. Beating them is what makes us better, and stronger people, though sometimes that is hard to do. Don't give up.
I sincerely hope that the "angelic" side of you prevails. I feel it is the powerful voice of reason and calm struggling to be heard above an
overpowering, screaming manifestation of the most unbelievable intellectual pain. Never turn from that voice. It'll lead you back to the light.