posted on Nov, 4 2008 @ 01:29 AM
Hello Guys,
I have had this sleep paralysis for as long as i can remember. (32 now)I thought I was the only one to just recently. I did not know what
to expect just by looking it up on the computer, I was really suprised. I have tried everything for this to stop. (yes, i have tried the water
thing, it does not work)It really freaks me the hell out, and I'll get into that in a sec. The only thing that made it stop was when I was on zoloft
for a couple of years. It did not even make it stop, it just lessened the number of episodes I had. I would only get maybe 1 or 2 episodes every few
months. Once I stopped taking zoloft it kicked into overdrive. Been off the zoloft for a year and a half now. I get 2 or 3 episodes a week. It
happens usually the same. Low frequency vibrations, body feels heavy, then cant move, hear strange sounds, start seeing shadow people around me,
feel my jaw lock open, my tounge freezes itself to the roof of my mouth, my head feels like it is jerking rapidly from one side to the next, then
after 30 sec it feels like I'm being ripped out of my body. Its pretty sad I am used to this. But here comes the strange #. After it feels like I
am ripped out of my body, I am sent/appear somewhere else. I cant describe it. There are things/people/something there and they show me things.
All these things I see COME TRUE!!! It is pure hell. I have kept journals. I have recorded myself describing dreams. Just to have some proof that
my dreams were happenning and then it was happening in real life. Its all coming true. I thought I was nuts for a while phyching myself into things
and physically making my dreams come true, but I am not. I have just recently told some people of my dreams, and sure enough, they looked at me like
I was nuts, I dont blame them, but then the dream comes true, and they look at me even weirder. I wish I had dreams of the lottery numbers, but it
just doesn't work that way. It is no physicall explanation for me to know these things. It does not make sense. And no, I do not believe in god
or spiritual crap. I know you guys have the sleep paralysis, but do any of you see things and then they come true? I can't be the only one. There
has to be more. I have looked on the internet without any luck of finding anyone. I have had some really bad dreams, vey bad. If there are others
with this, they are probably having the same dreams. I do not want to get into the dreams, but if you are out there, you know the dream, please come
forword. Everything comes true, it scares the # out of me.