Right now, I am at work and I am exhausted, but I am doing my job and interacting with customers, renters, and employee A OK. I got my kiddos off to
school (even with a 2 alarm clock malfunctions conundrum). I put the antibiotic in my dog's eyes. I fixed my dad's kitchen faucet. I drove the 20
miles to work safely etc. I feel safe, secure and at peace with the cosmos. Right now, I'm alright but definitely appreciating the break from
Ecstasy (NOT the drug). I may now be considered eccentric by some but as long as I continue to contribute to society and care well for my children
let me not be judged.
I will get back to this issue of proof. This event I experienced is spiritual and most difficult to explain in a scientific method. My strong hunch
is that a better understanding of quantum physics will help explain many things that we now regard as paranormal. I will read
Dirac's Equation and the Sea of Negative Energy until I can wrap my head around it. I took
calculus in high school but that math has been obliterated by the fog of time, so I will have to reacquaint myself with it. All great discoveries
started with a hunch or were happened upon by accident. Poo Pooing an idea just because it doesn't mesh with one's reality seems like ignorance to
me. I never claimed that I had proven anything (well except contact, empirically, to myself). These UFOs are doing those amazing maneuvers somehow
and I don't think its magick and parlor tricks. John Hutchison can't do the math but he damn sure can make that cannonball levitate and metals do
very strange things! I am going to ponder this question until someone else discovers how they fly, I do or I die. Feedback on this will be most
welcome!
If I manage to scientifically prove that bio photons do exist would you believe then that I have achieved communion with higher beings?
I would like to know how everyone who experienced paranormal phenomena with AA's technique is doing now and if they are having any problems coping
with life in any way and what is their perspective after they have had some time to come to terms and digest their experience. I am curious how they
would interpret my testimony. May I get some feedback, mayhaps even some support my Enlightened brothers and sisters?
Please don't assume that I haven't considered the possibility of "mental illness." I do appreciate your concern but please accept my opinion that
psychology is by far the least exact of our sciences. Please don't send the paddy wagon just yet. A couple days ago the act of being challenged
would have threatened me but now I understand where you are coming from. This attempt is significantly different as I am able to remove myself from
the Soniferous Ether and am able to function well in this "meat and potatoes" world. It is a joyous feeling to get out of the Know and still know
He is there for me. I also understand now that the last time, I attempted to use the Light for dark purposes and was smited.
This has been a wonderful spiritual experience for me. The free will that God has so graciously allowed everyone sets them free to interpret this
however they choose and I will not judge anyone for interpretation. As long as my choice via free will is not infringed upon I’m cool. I have
come to know God in a clearer sense and He is infinitely beautiful! If you like the term call me born again or whatever you are comfortable with.
Even though the reads are lengthy, the links I provided have relevance, as does the entire thread that my brother AA so dubiously unleashed upon ATS.
Is the preachy-ness at an acceptable level now? :p
As AA suggested try the meditation method, if you think you are ready. If it is all “clap trap” what could it possibly hurt?
The proof is in the pudding, sugar.
May the Light of the Universal Consciousness be with you!