posted on Dec, 31 2004 @ 07:20 PM
Well figure out I am a newbie, I am almost ready to give up on the ufo experience, and well just keep shut. You know the sad thing is when you try to
get some information from someone who is well known and has had all this ufo experience, they never seem to reply to your questions. Well, its hard
to take in and maybe I may not belong in the end or my story is questioned. In a time in my life, hell who cares at this point, really starting to
wonder about half of these so called experts. Its a shame in the end, am sure there are alot more of you out there that have maybe the same feelings?
Sometimes to convince someone you may have to try harder or be more convincing? I say tell it as it is. Nothing can be more frustrating when you
are a sound person with something to share. What does it take to be heard? My conclusion lies in my heart and mind, that one day I can verify. At
this point what I saw keeps within me and my family and friends. My idea as a vunerable viewee was those of us would understand and seek those that
knew more....and the more I read, the more I become isolated in my own views. So speaking about the big wig UFO specialists that say they understand
and wont to know and learn, yet do they know something, without sympathy and understanding, seem to thing they are the only ones. Good news to you,
your not. Their may be a few of us here looking for someone to look up to, to guide us and be of assurance. Unless I can be convinced, I have given
up on UFO, and will keep mine to myself. Not a abductee, but a see'er, and paranormal experience, with a picture. God help us, we are in for a
shock, maybe not our generation, but sometime in the future..sometime that I know.