posted on Jan, 11 2006 @ 11:45 PM
Jihad meanig holy struggle, I did not know that, I hope you are right for this means I had a pretty well insight on it.
Still, the end of times war I have read.
This might mean us leaving a 'time-based' life. I recall myself saying at 2012 all clocks to be removed and men just living with the sun again, day
and night, morning noon evening. Dusk 'till Dawn.
Then again, the end of times war, a struggle within ones self, a struggle to reveal ones self in what some call 'the now', in what is, in that what
is, for labeling that what can not be labeled. Trying to judge what is unjudgable. All. I get aches in my body trying to make it something. Might be
God (haha, makes my light flash), God might be a nice word for it, I might never label it otherwise again. For God is not judged, no one can truly
clarify that what God is. Therefore they might have called it God, the creator, but no face to picture, no thing to see except all things. hahaa
I obey. Or don't I. Judge me God, for I am to be judged on.
Teach me as thy son, reveal my true self, for that's is all I live for.
I try to mean it with all I can, but this might not be enough, take me under thy wings as I goeth. I just know thy will strenghten me. Thou hast found
me, wilth I find thou?
what a stupid question that last one.
I obey, I serve. want to?
Here am I, take me as I am, and mould me into thy perfect state, of being.
Blessed be, bless me.