reply to post by Tadao
Anywho, I gathered the guts (figuraly of course) to post my story:
Ok, I have been lurking on ATS for a while, and this thread made me make an account to be able to tell my story, I have yet to read things through
fully, but here is my story:
I have lived a bit depressing life for a while now, recently turned 18, things have been feeling like they are cheering up, or I'm denying the
depression.. Anywho, I almost always had some bloody fantasies, they were tiny when I was a kid, and growing up I only got more aggressive senses, I
just wanted to rage against someone, quite often, but I always refrained myself and always will unless someone makes the first Physical attack (I have
suffered lots of mental offenses, but that's another story). Throughout my life I always had a fascination for animals, first time I heard of
werewolves I got scared #less, had nightmares of them and even hallucinations of them stepping into my room in the night, and seeing them far away in
the woods near my home. But over the years I've grown more attached to them, loving the idea of just going primal and letting it all just go out, even
whilst playing a game where you turn into a werewolf at one point I just felt adrenaline.
As I got older I also got more dreams and feelings, when laying down in bed when it's quiet I start to think about all sorts of horrible bloody
things, not performed on others though, and the dreams were often bloody as well, some of them feeling all too real, those of which that felt
realistic were mostly about being visited in my room.
But anyway, I've just kept feeling the primal desires more and more, that mixed with a hint of bloodlust.
Please do not, I do Not think of myself as a werewolf or related to one, I am not saying that is impossible but it all just feels a bit strange.
Talking to the animals around me (like the dog and cat, as well as rats), not as in hearing them reply, but having the feeling of sensing it, the
fascination for these stories, it's always good to read more.
Anyway, in my opinion werewolves exist, be it from evolution or genetic manipulation, but personally I do not believe in werewolves from some curse, I
don't know, it just has a sense to it (for me) that says that theory is wrong. My personal believe would be the chances of a virus would be more
likely than a curse, but even that I'm not too sure about. I've heard of alot of animal/human hybrid experiments in an underground bunker in the Mesa
mountain though. Where when we heard about the mouse with the human ear on it they would supposedly be about ten to twenty years ahead of it in
technology. Who knows, perhaps a few werewolves would come from that?
I prefer the thought of full time werewolves over transforming ones, that the transforming ones only posses a technique for it, but not Being a
werewolf... I must be sounding like an idiot ^^"
edit on 11/10/11 by Tadao because: Grammar corrections/additions