I've been a member here for a long time now, and over the years my opinions on certain topics have shifted as though founded on the sands of a Malian
desert; I used to voice strong opinions concerning Islamic doctrine & purpose (NOT the people, only the doctrine, and that 20% of Muslims who believe
in active & violent Jihad against all other cultures, especially the West..) Despite my anger about some of the practices of the men who abuse
children & call it marriage, I have come now to a place where I recognise that voicing my opinion in a loud & direct way was not helpful to the cause
of improving the environment, the Earth we inhabit & cannot leave until we die.. I now believe that it is absolutely vital to never hold hateful
judgement against anybody - even the enemy of peace & varied cultural stability/ interraction. With this in mind, I want to take you to a weird
place, which I won't excessively dwell on, but I'll give you a couple of examples as to why this whole thing has weirded me out..
Maybe some of you will recall that I have written quite extensively regarding the dreams I experience, which are so frequent that they occur each &
every night, perhaps with five or six segments of lengthy & vivid, structured, almost 'screenwritten' dream activity. Frequently, perhaps one in ten
nights, I dream about something which is unexpected & certainly not within my ordinary sphere of activityor thought during the day, not in my general
access point to the collective unconscious either, it seems. These dreams, the 10% - they are highly ordered, and tell a story using either
completely literal visionary insight; or, they will use symbols - visual & aural, puzzle-like in many cases, where there are clues requiring some
thought applied to draw out the meaning associated with the plotline.
These 10% dreams are 100% predictive. They are not necessarily structured to the point of absolute literalism, but they are clear enough that with
only a few minor changes, I could be looking at the reality which I will experience either 'in situ' or via some medium of communication, mainly the
TV, sometimes woven in with the plot of a film which is being watched at the time of the predictive event. These dreams, without fail, tell a story
which cannot be anything other than a 100% literal depiction of an actual event which has then occurred the following day, week, month or year. The
dream may involve a minor event, a seemingly 'insignificant event - such as the activity or reaction of a family member to the situationsbeing
experienced at the time. The event can be foretold with such clarity that it cannot be interpreted any other wayy than as being absolutely genuine
Sometimes, as noted, the dream events are small. They are little quirks of everyday life which happen to coincide with a full prediction of the
moment in which they occur. However, at other times, the events are so huge that it becomes literally terrifying. A major one was a predictive dream
about the sudden & brutal rise of ISIS, in which I was in Middle-Eastern desert territory (Iraq, I think). They were dressed in black, and were
executing captives with absolutely no clemency, no mercy, total brutality & wicked glee in what they were doing. They were hacking heads off right in
front of me, but I was bound by the circumstances of the vision, and could not act to assist them. There was a clear sequence of symbols & literal
experiences in which a makeshift cage had been constructed, and women & young girls were locked up in there. They were being abused, and murdered.
The men were being hacked & shot to death in the area around the camp. And then, a very, very wealthy man who clearly hailed from the 'de facto'
aristocracy of the USA. He was dressed in a very formal tuxedo, immaculately groomed, clearly loaded down with cash & carrying an aura of power, a
clarity which made it obvious that he was a mjot decision-maker in the military-industrial complex. He knew about what was happening, he knew why it
was happening, he had planned & condoned it, in part - but even he was utterly shocked & abhorred by what these mosters were doing to their captives.
He was plainly shocked that the group known as ISIS were basically taking liberties with the power & supplies they had been gifted, They were used to
achieve an action in the Middle-East. They were formed, mentored, supplied, trained & set loose to achieve an objective - but it went wildly
off-course, with chaos being the outcome. That was not the plan, and it was shocking to all concerned, though clearly there were alternative
objectives that could then be secured. Never let a good crisis go to waste... Ultimately we were hunting them down through tunnels, in a ceaseless
surge-&-shift-submerge & lift guerilla operation.
Another complex dream prediction was less obvious in its outworking, because the incident was highly classified by the British government. The dream
showed very literally the outcome of a jet fighter, a broken arrow, having been commandeered by a terrorist of some affiliation or other, but
certainly a powerful & capable adversary. The plane cam from the North, trackiing rapidly over the Scottish mainland, a stealth attack like nothing
we'd ever seen. The guardians of our airspace were taken unawares - it was probably the outcome of a Russian jet which had been 'jacked while
pretending to be on standard maneuvers over the North Sea. It fled straight over the mountainsous spine of Northern England, and proceeded to drop
what could only have been a neutron bomb over the city of Manchester, in North West England. The bomb, as many will know, does not instantly destroy
buildings & infrastructure - though it does weaken them & make them subject to collapse as they have become brittle. However, the people within the
blast zone were horrificallfy killed, with the radiation causing their flesh to melt off their bodies. The dream came with a time scale - 2 weeks
until it occurred. Furthermore, the dream characters - generals & admirals - were discussing the prediction, some saying they could not take action
because I myself had no military training, and could not make any sort of accurate prediction on such matters.
Lo & behold - 2 weeks later - there was a 'training accident' over the Northern coastline of Scotland, in which two British fighter jets were downed,
One pilot was killed, and one had to ditch into the sea as his plane went down. Training accident. On the very day which the dream predicted.
Now these may seem helpful dream experiences - but I am laden with thousands of near-lucid dreams which operate as a sort of demonic maze, in which I
can't escape, with terrible events unfolding which ultimately bear no relation to reality, but which greatly disturb & frighten, even terrify me - to
the point that I do not look forward to going to sleep, and activly avoid doing so on many occasions. I have come to realise it is a sort of cross to
bear - but if anyone has any insight into how to become more lucid in these maze-like dreams, in which I'm often a pawn in a dangerous game - I would
greatly appreciate that instruction. I have tried a few techniques, but I really, sincerely, need a 'pro-tip' on how to become lucid, and remain
lucid, so I can control the outcome of the dreams, ensuring I'm not overwhelmed by this terrible burden.
Thanks in advance,
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