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originally posted by: olaru12
Obviously you can write, reasonably articulate...perhaps it time for that new novel or screen play.
I have ego crisis form time to time and always seek solace in Art. Art therapy works great.
www.celtx.com...
originally posted by: kelbtalfenek
a reply to: SummerRain
honestly...I think everyone can use a dose of humility every once in a while. Karma sneaks back up on us in the time of our greatest needs. And we have to be humble enough to accept it. Fighting against karma is counter productive.
originally posted by: TerryMcGuire
a reply to: SummerRain
I only have thongs... sadly. and rather unkempt toenails
Yeah, what's up with these ''old man'' toenails? All thickening and ridges and some curling up like my dogs?
Who the hell ever planned for THAT???
originally posted by: ClovenSky
a reply to: SummerRain
Very excellent brother. Once again ATS shows wonderful souls that makes me happy in sharing this reality.
So really, this is a bragging thread and not one of pity
Peace
And is it wrong to feel angry when they wont even hear you? and instead, keep that wedge firm? As if nothing will ever fix the broken egg shell I shattered in anger, over things long forgotten about?
originally posted by: Night Star
a reply to: SummerRain
You acknowledged your mistakes of the past, reached out to people and apologized. The rest is on them. If they accept your apology then wonderful, if not, the seed of love was planted. Move ahead knowing you did the right thing and are trying to become a better man.
originally posted by: SeaWorthy
a reply to: SummerRain
And is it wrong to feel angry when they wont even hear you? and instead, keep that wedge firm? As if nothing will ever fix the broken egg shell I shattered in anger, over things long forgotten about?
I guess it may not always be forgotten by the other party. Still there are few I know who would not respond to a sincere apology.
originally posted by: DictionaryOfExcuses
a reply to: SummerRain
Man, I have been in the same spot as you many times.
As far as regretting the past, I'd say it's best not to open the crypt. That's from experience. YMMV.
I've found that taking my experiences and crafting them into stories helps me find peace and even value in my mistakes.
Not saying writing is your thing but you may explore some creative expression. Maybe you already do.
I think it's decent enough that you feel remorseful.
originally posted by: GeauxHomeYoureDrunk
a reply to: SummerRain
I suspect I may know you in RL. If you are whom I think you are then believe me when I say I know you will be okay. You're a good person at heart! You may have pulled some dumb s*** every once in a while, and maybe asked for advice that you did not take- but you have a beautiful soul!
If I'm wrong about your "secret identity" rest assured that I honestly believe what I have said it still true anyway! Hold fast friend. for this too shall pass!
originally posted by: Macenroe82
Send them an email titled please read when cooled down.
Vent your apologies, but be very articulate in how it’s written.
Most people misinterpret emotion in text form.
If they still don’t want to work it out, well at least you know you tried.
Because as you said getting older, it’s not worth it to allow petty differences to consume ourselves.
But like I said, at least you will be able to go to bed at night with a clear conscience, that you tried.
originally posted by: NthOther
Need a swift kick to the posterior?
Pray for one.
You'll get it. 100% guaranteed.
originally posted by: SummerRain
originally posted by: Night Star
a reply to: SummerRain
You acknowledged your mistakes of the past, reached out to people and apologized. The rest is on them. If they accept your apology then wonderful, if not, the seed of love was planted. Move ahead knowing you did the right thing and are trying to become a better man.
And today, without notice, I twisted the knife of my own sins as it was thrust still into me, with vigour. The older me would have screamed in agony, and used that blade to hurt myself even more, but now, all I know is that this innocent part of me only wants to be free of the things that hurt. To finally let go on things I tried so hard to grasp onto, even as they became romanticised figments.
Instead of anger, now, compassionate remorse. We fight to hold on, and we fight to let go. But it is by holding on, that we will only ever see a fight.