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originally posted by: DictionaryOfExcuses
a reply to: Nyiah
Am I the only in the thread reading this person saying that they are experiencing rage and suicidal thoughts that are both new and sometimes difficult to control?
originally posted by: Nyiah
a reply to: Silcone Synapse
I hate to tell you what you don't want to hear, but this kind of job isn't for you anymore. You REALLY need to understand this before it handicaps you to a wheelchair permanently.
originally posted by: DictionaryOfExcuses
a reply to: Nyiah
Am I the only in the thread reading this person saying that they are experiencing rage and suicidal thoughts that are both new and sometimes difficult to control?
originally posted by: IgnoranceIsntBlisss
a reply to: Silcone Synapse
Get yourself some high grade turmeric extract + piperine. purebulk.com Some fresh roots too.
originally posted by: incoserv
Step one ... Come clean with the people closest to you.
You say - if I understand correctly - that you've not confided your physical pain issues to your wife. DO IT!
If she's worthy of the love and commitment you profess, she'll understand, support you and help you figure out a path forward together that won't kill you or make you mad.
If she won't do that, she's not worthy of that level of commitment from you.
This love and marriage thing, it's a two way street. They "for better or for worse, in sickness and in health" part, I warrant you both said it.
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originally posted by: Lumenari
originally posted by: DictionaryOfExcuses
a reply to: Nyiah
Am I the only in the thread reading this person saying that they are experiencing rage and suicidal thoughts that are both new and sometimes difficult to control?
No, I read it and had them too.
It is the result of never being pain-free and never being able to sleep.
It needs to get fixed.
originally posted by: ketsuko
a reply to: Silcone Synapse
Chronic pain does that to you though.
What you have to do is finally bite the bullet and go see a doctor who specializes in problems like yours. It's been how many years since this happened? You don't know what advances may have been made in the meantime. At the very least, there may be a realistic avenue of relief from the pain, and if you can get that much, I think you'll find your mental outlook will likely improve.
originally posted by: hopenotfeariswhatweneed
a reply to: Silcone Synapse
Hey if you find a solution let me know, I suffer from chronic back pain as well, sometimes it lasts for months, the surgeon has recommended fusing my disks, but as you say it has a 50% success rate, and sometimes you can be even worse off after the surgery.
When I have a flare up pain meds do nothing to relieve the pain, I'm past the anger now, it just makes me depressed, if I didn't have a child to raise I would likely have given up years ago.