posted on Jul, 13 2016 @ 03:51 PM
a reply to: KyoZero
yea so what I mentioned about me in my first post.. I had a dream.. It was a dream within a dream actually. so I got tired in my dream (we were all
drunk and it was the end of the party people crashing on floors and stuff. Anyway I dream in the dream about jesus guy.. he is a giant.
anyway he walks I walk.. side by side facing same direction looking towards each other but about 50 ft apart.. I go up a hill (it looks like I'm in
Rome if Rome was in Ireland).. my eye level reached his as I rose in elevation. Then he looks directly at me I'm mesmerized.
He says 4 sentences and each sentence spreads into 10 meanings and my ego wasn't there to even begin to react or to block or to question.. my psyche
was bare. so what was said some of the meanings were:
I thought I was smarter than EVERYBODY. duh.. I'm just smart as F..
that I was judging other people, but look at me... (things about me rush in.... Times I've been dumb, times I have mocked others, times people have
bent over backward being nice when they could have just told me I was young and dumb) All kinds of stuff...
Basically my entire ego was crushed. And then jesus guy said he loved me anyway..
some other things happened, then I woke up at the party in my other dream.. Told everyone I met jesus running around telling people I loved them, and
how crazy that dream was I had, then I woke up again... LOL..
My life changed radically because of this.
I turned my love outward and my judgeyness inside.. Self discovery mixed with humble, mixed with loving others.
Oh god if you guys had met me 13 years ago haha. I'm not the same guy.