posted on Jun, 11 2015 @ 05:00 PM
a reply to: ladyinwaiting
Well, I am in far better shape to speak, now.
I suppose, as I put myself as out as I already have, I may as well clear up the gender rubbish. I am male, however the body I am using is not
physically such, thus I get the "wonderful privilege" of claiming the term "transsexual," along with all of its baggage and issues. It's not very
enjoyable. At the time I made this account, I wasn't sure what my deal was, I knew I was something, and I knew that being addressed as male made me
very happy, had for about as long as I was in here. That mess didn't click into, "Oh! That's a legitimate thing?" until 2010. Getting called out as
male by someone online was like finally being able to breathe.
I was really hoping to avoid confessing that part, but being called a fake for any of this is painful. It's rough being called a liar for things
you've felt, things you've experienced, unending things, things others have said, or saw of me( isn't it cruel to be told you, essentially don't
exist?). Might as well paint another target on myself, haha!