I have been a lurker for some time now. I come here every day, usually multiple times per day, to check out the threads and to learn new things. This
site reminds me of something from A Series of Unfortunate Events--V.F.D. so finally I figured, I might as well take the dive and join.
I am skilled with analysis, synthesis, and evaluation. I have a sharp mind and I have many interests: reading books (my favorites being Johnathan
Strange & Mr Norrell, The Lord of the Rings, A Clockwork Orange, A Series of Unfortunate Events, and Jane Eyre), writing (one day, I hope to become an
author), drawing, playing piano, watching anime & reading bleach manga O.o, web design, adventuring in the forest with my fiance (an eagle scout) and
our best friend, researching, school, public speaking (i was captain of my high school forensics team for 2 years. solo serious ftw) history,
psychology, psychopharmacology, and all things paranormal. I am fluent in both english and spanish and I am currently learning some japanese from the
shows that I watch--likeaboss xD I am still in school and currently I am out of work (and that is due to laziness on my part, unfortunately. I am
still immature in some ways).
Despite seeming like a typical nerd, I have had several strange occurrences during the course of my short life (I am 23, currently). You see, on my
mother's side, everyone has gifts. I attribute it to the fact that we have rh-negative blood and are descendants of Basque nobility. I am a mutt,
though: mexican, french, german, swedish, native american--but I look caucasian. I can see aether and I am a sensitive. I also have the spiritual
gift of discernment and I believe in God and have since before I was born--yes. I remember before I was born and I remember being born. This can be
corroborated by my parents. I spoke in full sentences at 9 months old (yeah, that used to cause quite a stir when my parents would take me out as a
baby. apparently I drew crowds. my dad has said that my ability to speak and to reason at that age was "more than a little bit creepy" ...thanks dad
>_< ) I've felt old since I was born in a way, I don't exactly know what that makes me--insane, probably
I wish, actually. I even went so far as to tell my experience to a professionals (psychologist that I had seen previously when I was anorexic) who
told me that he believed that I had seen what I said I saw and that no, I am not insane. Being insane would be easier than having to deal with the
fact that you're sane, but have seen strange things. I know that I'm being vague and I apologize. It is harder than I thought it would be to
introduce myself. I guess I'll make threads eventually concerning what I've witnessed and been subjected to and I welcome any questions from you
guys. & I will do my best to answer you honestly and to the best of my ability.
I am here to share and to learn new things. I'm a little scared of putting myself out here like this and I'm sure you think that I'm weird already.
But please don't judge me too harshly. I want to be friends
Also, even though I believe in God and Jesus, I still love my friends who don't and I
accept them for who they are and do not try to shove my beliefs down their throats because that's just wrong. I don't go to church and I don't like
organized religion because faith is something that is between you and God--or whatever you call God if you're spiritual. Also, I love Socrates and
Terrance Mckenna. ^_^ lol sorry for jumping all over the place with this intro. hope it doesn't just sound dumb.