a reply to: Necrose
I'll cover your back side Brother! Even in the worst of times, while seeing the whites of their eyes, comes help. Hell, being an Old Soul myself.
Sure would like to toss in the towel, be creative and bring the Dark One back myself if I could.
Yet, after all the hardships, downfalls and sidetracks from Others; Hate soul suckers! Learn to tune in to what I call WonderMint. Take a day off from
it all and Do Nothing! Meaning kick back, read some doom, play with kittens or whatever you happen to have hanging out long as it's Not Human, and
enjoy what there!
The world gets too caught up in the term Happiness! You are lead to believe it even exist outside yourself and that is one flaw man has. Another word
used by man that has no real value outside Himself! Since having Voices myself, i turned to them and listened.
At first, nothing but yelling and what some would call evil. Yep! They exist yet only to get your attention to what really matters! You! You do not
have to be the Superhero, nor the evil person out there. No need to be Holy nor run with the dark side. All one needs is to drop the need of say
inportance outside oneself rated by others who really do cause harm.
Leave the world to them Haters for the time being and go seek out yourself! So your having problems walking, unable to see without glasses and live
with a suckapus; Opps Thats My Life! Only without the suckapus, I would have never learned to Listen to my voices, learning to deal with my club feet:
bad year some time back, and the new glasses just bought few months back Suck!
Yet somehow I can be by myself with my voices and have a blast! They come up with the strange ballpark ideas I never knew could even Exist. Yet no
harm ever to another, although the thoughts do come from time to time! Thats being normal and sane then going with main stream ideas of Voices lead to
trouble so go get yourself some pills!
No wonder why people are going bonkers, off the deep end and care for nothing but themselves.They Hide from the voices, cover them up and shame if say
one happen to get out. True happiness is knowing all the voices in your head and all are working Togetter As One! They are parts of yourself you
created in the first place. Then go about hiding them away like trash.
They are your Children, your emotions created them and need the respect they give you. After weeding out the loud ones first; allow them to speak then
others seem to pop up either going with what was said or tells a different story! Some seem to disappear, greatfull you even listened while other tend
to blend with each other. No yelling nor nothing crazy, just the plain truth as they see it in many different forms of your Being.
And people actually call me crazy! Strange but true, in a good way! Most do not ask for any info, since knowing I will not lie and say it like I see
it. Some stop by just to hear what might be wrong with them. Really though, good friendships are rare and hardly ever seem to cross your path. Then
sometimes while the Heat is on, some person you considered not a friend, steps on your side while walking down your path.
Give it your best even if it's 32% that day! Could be 45% tomorrow if it existed! Problem is people have placed so high a % on themselves that at the
end of the day it feel like one lost. So far I haven't meet anyone Perfect, have you?
All one can do is give it their best, and after that day be greatfull you did.
Sometimes it's okay to give just 1%, if one is at home and relaxing! Unless you live with a ? demanding you do something! Sometime telling one to go
chew on a pile of #, if they need it. lets them know your learning Respect for yourself! Oh I should not be telling you this. lol