From the edge of suicide back to life again... Hold on!

From the edge of suicide to life again. Hold on!

You came here with your sweet love and with your pure light
You were so filled with hope and joy
Wanted to play in the Sun
Dance in the rain
You decided to come here
To have fun
To lift the Earth
Into beauty and truth
Once again
Once again

You were swirling down
Deeper
Deeper

Almost like flying
Tasting of falling

Starting to forget yourself
Remembering how it was
How it was the last time

You were captured
Programmed with hopelessness
Weight put on your shoulders
Demons hurting in your soul

Deeper
Deeper
Darkness

You were thrown into a foreign hostile world, no rememberence of who you truly are, sorrounded with beings looking at you with hungry eyes
Wanting something of you
Wanting your light, your love
The power of your soul
Empty hungry eyes

You became a slave within their systems
Running in that wheel
The sadness inside was born
The grey flow of life took its form
Inside you were hurting
Had no memory why
Only the thoughts
The guilt and the shame
Sometimes the urge to leave became so strong
Like electric fire burning inside
In every breathe
In every heartbeat
Every step, just harder and harder
You didn't knew yourself
Though the tears were real
All too real
Like no one sees your heart
Like no one hears you cry
Looking at the sky
With tears in your eyes
Only the silence answers
...
Deeper
...
Hold on
Somehow a glimpse
Out of the corner of your eye
A glimpse of something real
A feeling of something lost
Returning
Opening
Embracing darkness
Embracing yourself
Once again
You feel like opening up
A trust you thought forgotten
A connection deep within
Holding on to love
Through the pain
Through the fear
You open up even through all that
Feel the power
Of being you
Of being fragile
Of being amazing
Of being wiser
Of forgiving yourself
Of forgiving those who tricked you
Of letting go of all that
Embracing the moment
Of who you truly are
Of all these hearts connecting
Into the love from yours
You start to feel connected
You start to feel alive
You have gone even deeper
And found yourself again

You see it all dissolving
The slavery
The pain
You start to love again
Dancing in the rain
Laughing in the Sun

You feel your heart again

You open up your heart and eyes, never have the air been crystal clearer, never have the Sun been brighter.
Connecting with life again.
Home within your heart

Thankyou for being here with that amazing loving heart of yours.
The journey down here have been tough... Tough to the bone
Some of us even decided to leave
Being trapped within hopelessness
Being emptied like a battery in their machine
Some of us are still here
Your heart is needed
To make this world shine

All love to you

Profound and beautiful. Thank You!

Originally posted by Night Star
Profound and beautiful. Thank You!

Thankyou my friend
Happy if any resonated with your essence
Thanks for being here, sharing your precious heart

Alone we are but longing wanderes
Connected, heart to heart, we are a wave
A wave of balance, truth, joy and love
Together we may dream new dreams
Of the heart

All the best to you

reply to post by laffoe


Thanks a lot, Laffoe, almost making me cry at work...

Thank you very much for posting this.

It is something that touches me to the core.

I really cannot say how much I appreciate it.

Originally posted by ottobot
reply to post by laffoe

 

Thanks a lot, Laffoe, almost making me cry at work...

Thank you very much for posting this.

It is something that touches me to the core.

I really cannot say how much I appreciate it.

For who feels lonely
Know there is hope
For who feel abandoned
Know you are seen
For who feels lost
Know there is a light
For who feels hopeless
Know you are loved

Remember YOU matter
Change and worthyness are created by touching in on that deep truth within the heart and acting and connecting from there

Love
Love
Love

reply to post by laffoe


Laffoe, do you mind if I print out your poem and put it on my wall?

I like it a lot and would like to read it every time I am feeling down & out.

Originally posted by ottobot
reply to post by laffoe

 

Laffoe, do you mind if I print out your poem and put it on my wall?

I like it a lot and would like to read it every time I am feeling down & out.

Feel free to, my friend
Honestly, I am only happy if anything resonate with your heart, in troubled times...
Feel free to look at my fb ([email protected]) where there are link to more writings, think some may resonate with you there too...

Lots of love and the best

reply to post by laffoe


what is amazing is how u insist to sound ridiculous

if someone good is captured by demons in full darkness, how does it make it a bright future from ur sights??

u exhibit the edge of ur hate to objective truth for what u cant but mean urself life

if an innocent is not only killed but also tortured, then all is evil and the future is absolute darkness

it is ridiculous to found glory in such disgusting script and end

when right is literaly destroyed then pity and compassion is the exclusive neutral reaction, knowing that right is to truth so the humiliation is huge

but no u prefer to reason in terms of glorification to inferior life for what u love to justify urself in terms of guiltiness and shame

reply to post by absolutely


No ridicule inteneded
Only way to reach a heart
From darkness
Create hope
Because we so choose it
Choose to hold on
Choose to connect
Against all odds
Because of truth

If this makes no sense for you, why waiste your time
I have no intention of convincing anyone or preaching
Just reach those hearts with which this resonates
And some do
You are free to pursuie your happiness in any way
From my heart I hope for you to find it

Much love

reply to post by laffoe


we r just arguing dont make it such big deal issue, yea sure everyone here is waiting for ur words to put the suit of happiness along, speak for urself it is not ur business what others mean here or anywhere
but i can assure u that noone mean happiness in typing few words but u, so focus on urself and stop using everyone existence to glorify ur life wills, reducing them to a point they dont even make exhibit the animal head u r

as u sound knowing, creators means need darkness, to surely believe themselves freedom but mostly creators mean objective darkness to possess all existence rights

heyyuu, i suggest that u gonna found ur happiness only in hell of darkness where u gonna b able to believe being more, while existence would be surely pleased to breed a bit while seeing ur exhibitions of hearts away from it

u r a liar since without knowing it u r using opposite justifications to ur means

since objective exist then there cant b any darkness that justify free means

and since selves realisations exist then there cant b any creation to justify positive constant end

reply to post by laffoe


Beautiful. Your words spoke to my soul.

Thank you, laffoe.

Originally posted by alliswell
reply to post by laffoe

 

Beautiful. Your words spoke to my soul.

Thank you, laffoe.

edit on 9-5-2012 by alliswell because: (no reason given)

Only happy it resonated with your true heart, so you are very welcome my friend
Hoping the best for you
That your life will be filled with truth, joy and happiness
And love in abundence
The intangible becomes real
When heart reaches
When soul connects
When spirits awakes
We are real
We are a wave
This is our life, our world, our dream
Let us create it like the truth we feel inside

Love and respect

reply to post by laffoe


u have nothing, stop meaning to repeat wave and crap of we just to get smthg, u might shout names of all gods, it is just u shouting, u got nothing and u never will

reply to post by laffoe


Keep up the good work brotheren If we all try our best maybe the outcome will be more positive.

Originally posted by Ophiuchus 13
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Keep up the good work brotheren

If we all try our best maybe the outcome will be more positive.

You too my beloved brother
We have no option but to keep up
In our heart, soul and spirit
Now I have fallen in love with this world
Whether it hates me or not
Love is all there truly is

Happy that we're on this journey together
All love to you

reply to post by Ophiuchus 13


mayb u should try for once to stop trying anything, just shut up, or wait mayb u gonna b forced to once for all

Originally posted by absolutely
reply to post by Ophiuchus 13

 

mayb u should try for once to stop trying anything, just shut up, or wait mayb u gonna b forced to once for all

Do not threaten my friends
You might be hiding behind a screen
Still your soul sees you
It speaks to you in many ways
You choose not to hear
Compassion can be like the sharpest sword
Cutting through all illusion
Like purifying dragon fire
Burning all lies away
Know that you are connected
You are part of all
You have no ways of scaring me, annoying me or otherwise distract me
If you want me to take you serious you have to deeper
Way deeper
Let your pain guide you

But

Do NOT threaten anyone in here
Ever!!!

reply to post by laffoe


let ur pain guide u, who is threatening here?? such pervert head thinking hiding behind its religion crap

if i say to u or ur friend to try stop trying and shut up for once, that make a threat of wat ?? garbage u proved it
wat about the nothing u always keep preaching it for ur god

suddenly all u want to do is preaching all existence u want to realize?

as i said it to u and to ur friend missy, u got nothing and u wont ever will while u r alone by urself till the end, u not me

if pains guide u so b it for u