posted on Oct, 31 2011 @ 11:05 AM
yes, yes.. yes but I don't understand. I think you're foolish playing with fire. You are the reason for "the Grand Depression".
what you seem
to call humanity is a failiure. I don't understand. Sin. If you were an indian, I'd call you "battles sin.. the inappropriate way". Or you
didn't exactly succeed in making yourself clear to me. Do you realy know better? Are you the change? I do not understand. Maybe you're just a
psychosis? Can you handle truth? Truth resonates like ' that which can be handled'. It's impossible to not being able to handle truth.
I find relief in typing all this and why should I hit the replybutton? Seems like nobodies listening. What should I expect for replies? Who am I
talking to? Again.. woman, do you want to show me the way to God maybe? To you, it seems like it doesn't matter which way you get to know God.
Honestly, I prefer having myself at His side, Him not being against me cause I'd feel terrible. To you, any way to God is good. God has feelings too
you know. Why are you so terrible? You're invisible when you are around me. Self-pittying when I'm not around.
phew. When I'm around you don't want me, and you call me when I leave. Just cry. I pray for 1,000,000,000 women to cry spontaniously, that must be a
huge relief. Jesus this post is getting boring. Here are my many words. Just saying,.. I don't understand, and never will. I know you're doing
everything to make me understand, but what you don't want me to know is that I will not understand. I don't want to understand I don't understand.
See? You're locked up inside. Your way is to destruction. You thought you could get away with it! How foolish.
Strange, I can feel women who aren't in the conspiracy. The female conspiracy. Would've been a nice title for this thread. Never mind. Never mind.
millions of pages. How far are you away from yourself? Afraid of who'll get the blame? You have sinister powers. You can make another one feel guilty
for your own mistakes. Reason is the only way. You somehow seem to fall in between. In between tends to make yourself end on the wrong side. Many in
between don't go the right way. You stay there, cause you think you could get a step ahead, while you fall back. Don't try to be something. Try to
be. Try to be what you are. You think you are something. You're weird. What is not yourself is wrong.