posted on Oct, 27 2010 @ 04:22 PM
Ever since I was little (5 or 6), I've always been attracted to outer space, which then led to aliens when I was around 9 or so.
Growing up in Southern Baptist mega-churches, and seeing how the church portrayed itself to the congregation and how the church really worked behind
the scenes when my father worked at them (corruption, embezzling, etc). If anything, it opened up my eyes to how mean and cruel the people that are
supposed to be the most kind and caring can be.
9/11 was probably the biggest for me, though. I was 11, sitting in class at school watching the towers fall. My entire world view was completely
shattered in an instance. I remember feeling so stupid when I heard the news casters talking about all of these names and places that I had never
heard of before, and I made a promise to myself that I would never feel that way again. I was 11, so not knowing what was going on was understandable,
but I still set out to make sure I never had those feelings again. I began to read anything I could get my hands on, and tried to absorb as much
knowledge as I could about anything. I haven't really stopped since then. Reading a lot brought me to different view points on different things,
which in turn made me actually think for myself and not blindly accept what people (especially people in power) told me.
Also, this one kind of goes under the laughable conspiracies, but the 2006 NBA Finals between the Dallas Mavericks and the Miami Heat. I swear the
league wanted Miami to win, although Dallas was far superior in nearly every area that year and should have won hands down. All anyone would have to
do is to look at the free-throw discrepancies between the entire Mavericks team and just Dwayne Wade, not even the entire Heat team, to see that
something was up.