posted on Dec, 13 2009 @ 08:52 PM
reply to post by suicidal survivalist
Hello again, suicidal survivalist. I must admit your tag name did disturb me a bit as I would hate to think that anyone would feel the weight of the
world so great as to go down that path.
I have zero doubts about the continuation of the spirit and I feel I have a handle on what happens next. I am still concerned that you feel that
suicide would be a valid path when I know that it would do your eternal soul immense damage.
It is not a decision for our limited physical mind to decide, when we leave this mortal world. That decision has already been made by your higher
self and others.
You have a purpose my friend and like it or not you must see it through. You don't realize just how much help you receive and how much you will
receive in times of adversity. When you truly believe this, nothing could ever make you contemplate the "easy way out".
As far as OBEE's go I have had a few. I am one of those people who regularly have what is termed sleep paralysis and I have tried to overcome my fear
and leave my body to travel. The furthest I got was to the bathroom where I tried to turn on the light. When nothing happened 'SNAP' I was back in
my body again. I know it is a reality but I just haven't plucked up enough courage to take it further.
When I was about 10 yrs of age my friend and I saw something in the sky that we could not explain. Very high altitude but stationary glinting in the
evening sun. Two objects hovered there for five minute or so and then whoosh they shot across the sky so fast. We new then that there was nothing on
earth that could do that.
I have had numerous other sightings during my lifetime, in fact when I was younger I would go outside any time and look into the night sky and see
light dance around above me. I started to take it personally for a while. I used to think why are they watching me.
Even now, even though I haven't seen anything for a while, I still remember a dream I had where aliens invaded earth. I swear they looked just like
the greys we hear of nowadays and this was long before images started to appear in the media of what they where supposed to look like.
I too have taken myself and my wife off to a rural area to dig in. You know since I have been here my worries have subsided a fair bit because there
is such a great sense of community here and it is nice to have the opportunity to help others and grow a wonderful sense of belonging.
I feel very contented right now and I am sure that everything will come out really well in the end.