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Originally posted by Mr Green
reply to post by CavemanDD
Thanks DD but I can't radiate love without feeling unbalanced yet. How is this achieved?
Ms Green
Originally posted by granny smith
reply to post by Mr Green
Hi Mg - good yo se you feeling better.
Caveman seems to talk sense :listen up.
Originally posted by CavemanDD
reply to post by Mr Green
But sometimes, i get this feeling like I go up a step somehow. I felt like that the first time I used HCR.. but I think it did kinda imbalance me, but i know it was my fault, I didn't balance myself after.
Originally posted by Shakesbeer
Originally posted by CavemanDD
reply to post by Mr Green
I pretty much agree with what you've been saying. I definitely do not agree it's the "only way" to anything. Truth is not in the technique, it's in the understanding. I have found it does leave you open to influence if you openly radiate and are not in a conductive mind frame(& especially if there is a latent fear while doing so).
I did however find it useful as a visualization tool in the very least. Bottom line is that I would not recommend abandoning your other meditation methods to switch solely to this technique.
[edit on 6-4-2008 by Shakesbeer]
I agree we need to understand what it is we are actually doing other wise is can become quite dangerous. I found it hard to meditate when there was this feeling as you say of in built fear. Fear and meditation do not go together, how you can meditate and keep asking what colour entities are?
In meditation you need to be able to fully relax so you can concentrate on your chakras.
Originally posted by granny smith
reply to post by Mr Green
Hi Mg - good yo se you feeling better.
Caveman seems to talk sense :listen up.
Originally posted by Mr Green
Hi granny Yes Im feeling so much better and stronger actually now they have left me alone. Im so glad I found caveman too he really understands what its like to have gone through this process and escaped.
I had a good chat with someone on Fri night also about it all and they put me right, they said that Ive been given this spirituallity and to waste it like I did with that society was so wrong, and I must now use this experience for the better. I nearly threw away all that I am and I see this now.
Originally posted by Shakesbeer
Originally posted by Mr Green
I felt myself starting to get weaker through the influence and the "light" that the TSOL works for does not seem to be the infinite light of creation. You mentioned being attacked: Something at one point during my experimenting with HRC tried to intimidate/test me, it was unsuccessful. However, that event told me a lot of the true nature of HCR/TSOL, which is not that of unconditional love and light.
What seemed to be attacking you?
Originally posted by Mr Green
You have experience of TSOL??? Yes there is intimidation and fear with HCR. I think it is either these Group entities or more real the Grays. Im glad it was unsuccssful with you.
Originally posted by Shakesbeer
Originally posted by Mr Green
Astrally I can take care of myself just fine as the TSOL found out. There definitely IS an infinite white light of creation & love, but the idea of the TSOL seems to be somewhat of a testing mechanism as opposed to a direct function of this light.
I think Mr. Richard would take offense to being lumped in with the Greys, but I must say I felt that type of influence along with that episode. This area in particular(EBE's) is where myself & Mr. Richard disagree a bit. It gets hard to communicate what I know in words, but if EBE's are real, and really do talk, influence, & sometimes abduct us while dreaming then I may have had a couple of "pow-wow's" with our pan-dimensional-intergalactic pals.
This is my reply below, can't get rid of the quote colour!
How do you achieve 100% astral protection? Last night they tryed to attack me again, I felt them open my 6th chakra (this is how they keep me awake for hours then they just abuse me as Im so tired) so I shut it down immediatley.
You say Paul would protest at being lumped in with the Grays but what better way to hide what you actually have sided with than to publicly say all Grays are bad. He controlled my mind beyond belief, him and his elders, no man can do this from such distance. They got into my EVER thought, they controlled me and this must come from a higher source than Paul Richard. The control came from HCR no doubt, who or what was this HCR being radiated to? I ask again do you think it was dead people I discarnates or pan -dimensional-galactic pals as you put it. Whatever it was it WAS something as I felt it everyday in me, controlling me and no matter how I tryed to escape it called me back.
I still feel connected to my old friends in TSOL do you? I feel connected on a dimensional scale, I can sometimes feel them radiating or just feel them there. Its weird and I don't think this connection will ever go. What is this connection? We attempted some experiment of joining up our minds in HCR and this may be the reason why I feel this constant connection. Its not too bad now I balance the chakras but it would be interesting to see if psycho felt the same?
Do you psycho? Can you still feel the connection?
[edit on 6-4-2008 by Mr Green]
[edit on 6-4-2008 by Mr Green]