Conspiracies helped me a lot, during the travel i explain below.
I have never really been a conspiracy theorist, i mean by starting a theory and sharing it with people i talk to, or by blindly believe what another
person told me.
But, i have allways had questions i need answears to, and constantly new ones poping up all the time.
The only way to get those answears was to get in and keep an open mind and study the pro's and con's on those things i and others questioned. That
included conspiracies, as they have both new questions and answears that can help me understand.
I have had a deep depresion all my life, it's over now, but only cause i searched the answears that kept my mind in the dark.
It really started to take of some six years ago.
I had questions about everything, so i started with myself, then people around me and then the whole world and every little thing going on in the
univers i was born in to, using the knowledge i had and the knowledge i got.
I am now an ok happy person, still have an open mind, and no one can knock me down.
My opinion is clear about everything, i seem to understand the full basic of how this univers i questioned works.
I learned that it's not allways other people being idiots, but in many cases my self, cause i need to understand how other people think and act, and
mirror that understanding towards myself and understand how i think and act.
I feel i am a much better person now, and will never judge anyone for who they are and believe.
I will never become flawless and in here you will sometimes see me being smart and other times a complet idiot, and that goes for everything i do
outside of the internet to, but i am well aware of that and accept it as being myself.
7 billion people is 7 billion different opinions, i am just one of those 7 billions.
Did conspiracies help me? Absolutly it did.
Am i a cospiracy theorist?, yes and no, i am both side, cause new things happens all the time, and needs to be questioned and answeared.
Hope this wasn't to much of a personal story as an answear.
edit on 26-1-2014 by Mianeye because: (no reason given)