Oh darkness, i have been so unfair!
You are the queen of life, as light is the king.
But i denied you, i feared you, i ran away from you.
I was weak, so forgive me.
But not anymore.
My beloved darkness, now i love you.
I love you just as i love light, because you are equal.
How many times have i felt bad and rejected this feeling with all my being?
Dark emotions you are the challenge, you are the conquest, i now know that.
Without you, i wouldn't know all the light emotions.
There is no love without hate.
No joy without sadness.
No confidence without doubt.
There was a time i couldn't handle you, but i want you now.
I want to feel all my dark emotions,
I want all my fear, my desperation, my hate, my aggressiveness, my loneliness, my low self esteem.
I love you now, i no longer fear you
What a relief, life is not feared anymore.
Life produces hard feelings, i used to fear life for that.
Sometimes i would even hate it.
But now i enjoy my dark feelings, they make me feel alive...
Now i enjoy all parts of life, i enjoy all that i am, all that i feel, i enjoy all of existence now.
I now understand that there is no hero without a villain
I love the villain now as i always loved the hero.
I love yin and yang.
Darkness, now that i finally love you
I love all that is.
edit on 13-5-2013 by Manula because: (no reason given)