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Originally posted by esteay812
I would call it 'selective amnesia' or 'auto-selective amnesia' since we weren't intentionally hiding it and there was no physical reason to have the memory loss in the presence of others.
Originally posted by ProperlyErrant
reply to post by esteay812
Several years ago, as I began my "synchronicity" experiences, the 11's and many other repeat numbers or specific sequences that I'd deem as "significant" would seem to pop up a lot.
However, my growth in experiencing synchronicity differentiated way more than I could have expected, including a language I 'accidentally' created out of symbolic actions, sounds, and symbols, combined with synchronization of an ongoing (or just finished) thought or action, or an anticipated thought or action.
It basically got to the point where the things people say and do are the sources of the synchronicities, rather than clocks and signs, like perfectly ad-libbing a conversation within your head with the conversation of someone sitting next to you who is speaking on the phone, as if I somehow know what the context of their statements or questions would be, and when they would say them.
One of the best instances I can think of was when I was watching television, and a recent show was on. I was thinking about something pretty hard, while in my "zone" if you will, and suddenly the character on screen said exactly what I was thinking about. The best part? It totally wasn't in the script! She abruptly said it and what she said was entirely out of context for the scene and the proximal dialogue. The actress seemed genuinely befuddled and embarassed by her faux paux to, you could just see it in her expression.. Man I'll never forget that one, I actually got a little freaked out by it and felt bad for her, not that it was even a big deal.
I chalked that one up to thought projection, and thought projection through time as well. Yea, it's #ing real...deal with it ninnies.
While I still get the clocks and signs #, I've basically gained a strange level of telepathy or on the spot foresight, or mind influence, through all of this madness, and you know what, that's all they, and most of you, will ever think of it, simply a madman's delusions. Oh i forgot to add short term memory deletion, as in a group of people experiencing something totally "synchronous" or strange, and then everyone just "re-adjusts" and acts as if nothing happened. They ain't acting though, i confront people when this happens and they seem to have no idea what I'm talking about, despite the OBVIOUSNESS of what happened.
Thing is, they ain't me, and neither are you, and whether you believe me or not, it doesn't really matter, not a fecking cent. I have this whatever kind of sense and I plan on honing it out like a finely tuned machine.
Currently, it seems as though a subconscious part of people know that I have this ability, specifically when i "turn it on" and lately the "unconscious" responses have been about 90% insult and injury.Either a part of them knows, and most people happen to be complete jerk offs who simply hide their #ty personalities, or they're being prompted by someone, or something else that is a total asshole (possibly meself).
I tough it out and ignore most of the unnecessary bashing, but it sure is a bitch to deal with.
edit on 3-1-2013 by ProperlyErrant because: (no reason given)