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Originally posted by catswithbigpaws
My other hallucination that stood out occurred around 4:00 a.m. this morning. It was followed by a hallucination at 3:00 a.m. after I woke up. For the hallucination at 3:00 a.m., I recall a descending engine sound and much vibrations. I think it was an exaggeration of the furnace in my house, though. At 4:00 a.m., however, it was much more severe. I was paralyzed and felt a warm pressure on my head. I tried to talk, but I wasn't able to. I didn't want to remove the blankets that were over my face and open my eyes because I was too afraid to see if something was happening. Usually, though, I don't see anything when I check because I'm wide awake and very frightened. My pulse typically is faster and I feel hot.
Originally posted by NarcolepticBuddha
Oh for sure it's all just a head trip. But the next question you have to ask yourself is, "What is an hallucination?" Keep meditating..there is a lot of gunk to clear out before you get more of the good kind of results. If you're not feeling it, just live daily with a will to do good...it'll work itself out. Just keep your fear in check because you are stronger than any hallucination that tries to knock you off-balance.
By the way, I believe you're referring to the alpha state of consciousness where you're half asleep but still aware. You can kind of feel the separation between the mind and the brain. The brain likes to chatter about nonsense, but just enjoy the awareness of that state...it's pretty interesting to observe.
But, you're 15? Shouldn't you be playing xbox and chasing girls?
Edit: I'm sorry, I don't know why I assumed you were a male. Sorry, if incorrect.edit on 18-12-2012 by NarcolepticBuddha because: (no reason given)edit on 18-12-2012 by NarcolepticBuddha because: (no reason given)