posted on Oct, 15 2012 @ 09:36 PM
I've decided to join ATS after searching for a community where I can let my particular freak flags fly and not receive the embarrassed silences that
I get from people in the space normal world. To be honest, I'm about as freaky as a glass of warm milk, but I happen to be cursed/blessed with the
ability to question everything and see things from multiple perspectives, and that makes me seem weird and crazy to people. Meanwhile, I look at the
pure horse manure being shoveled at us in the media and I think, "Are you kidding me? Really? People actually believe that?"
The illusion is so complete, the system so deeply entrenched, I almost want to give up. It's been 10 years since I was awakened, and I don't think
I've convinced a single person to change their views. People are comfortable with their chains. I finally did get one guy to admit I might be right,
but then he said, "People don't care about that stuff. They care about putting food on the table."
Well, if I'm right about "this stuff," within a few years, they won't be able to put food on the table. And they will never know why. It will just
be one of those things that happens, one of those things you read about in the history books, one of those periods of trouble that will bore
students 500 years from now. But something compels me to think and talk about this stuff. Maybe I didn't get enough attention as a child. Maybe I'm
not much in the eyes of the world, so I need to believe I have some kind of special, secret knowledge to bolster my self-esteem.
I have no secret knowledge; I am not an insider, nor have I stumbled onto anything that no one on this website has never read or thought of before. I
am not Neo. I am no one special. I am not the one who will save us. But maybe, just maybe, I can post a thought sometime that sparks an idea, that
when combined with other ideas from other people, leads to a theory that grows into a belief and eventually becomes part of the manifesto that the
right person reads at a crucial moment and brings us another step forward in the long journey of our enlightenment.