Hey everyone, let me take some time to introduce myself and then get to trying to summarize what has takin place in my life over the past 4 years, and
more over the past 8 months..
Ill give some brief intel on my life to be able to try and pull all of what i would like to say into a communicable story line, because it has come to
a creshendo of sorts and I really need to get it out to anyone really and this seems like the exact site from what i have experianced as the place to
lay it all on the table.
I am a 21 year old, i have 5 siblings, 4 neices and 3 nephews from those 5 and i am also a twin to a faternal sister. I am currently unemployed, I
have yet to live on my own, i do not attend any college and i have absolutley no idea what i am going to do with my life, and here is why..
I graduated highschool in 2009, for the first 3 years of highschool i attended a private lutheran highschool with only 70 kids that attended, then for
my last year i decided to transfer to a public highschool with over 1400 kids. To keep this part short i completley bombed my last year, having gone
from a 3.5 gpa to a 1.2,*SNIP*, drinking more than occasionally and also got in trouble for a senior prank, resulting in 4 felonies which were dropped
after 2 years of probation. This all happened in 2008-2009.
Now after doing the things that kids who do not choose to go to college do.. things got pretty repetitive. I ended up getting a job with my twin
sister, i saw my 2 best buddies still but not as often, but now that drinking and sexual activities werent the norm anymore we started searching for
something new, and this is when it all began.
We heard of meditation,but we didnt stick to it for very long, yet it opened up a whole new world to me. I started searching for any thing and
everything, from spiritual growth and ascension, the galactic federation of light (oyyy) The law of attraction and how it works, how everything is
connected, i began experiancing very frequent synchroncities, having very weird de ja vu, and i started to connect all of this to the coming
ascension.. whatever that may actually mean. I mean im sure many of you have read about it. The maya, the frequincies of the world starting to pick
up, Terrance McKennas string theory..
Im starting to see this unravel in a way that is hard to read, but i see it like this. All of these events in the world are obviously unprecendented,
from the weather, all of the ufo sitings, advancments in technology, the threads you read on a daily basis here on ATS, i'm sure almost all of us are
suprised more than once on a daily basis now a days.
Well back in 2009 i could have sworn to anyone i came to talk to that 2012 was something special, and honestly i had (kind of lost hope as of latley)
no doubt aliens would show up and we would be revealed to so many things and it all sounded so exciting, but now that it is almost september already..
Well i had pretty much set in stone that this would happen, that the world would not be the same after this year, and albeit in much ignorance, youth
and lack of discernment, after reading and convincing myself that i am an Indigo Child/starseed, a lightworker and someone that is meant to be here
for this " Grand Shift in human evolution", going from negative vibrational thoughts and behavior as the norm, to these "special kids/lightworkers" to
come in and start to crack into the global human conciousness grid.
Well i am starting to see that i have way to much to say and cannot put it tangibly, but im almost positive there are people out there who have
researched, convinced and acted upon what they have learned what is supposedly in store for us this year, and if any one of them happen to read this,
have you lost hope? has it changed the person that you were before you started your research? Has your view of the world changed, and if so, in which
direction? i have much to add but feeding off of someone elses thoughts may be more helpful.
I am also aware that these things are usually frowned upon and laughed at more than likely, so please respond respectfully - i know alot of you on
this site have much experiance both in the real world and what is going on in the world right now, and that i am only 21, buying into the 2012 hype,
but it has become more than that latley and could really use some people to talk to.
Thank you for reading
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edit on August 21st 2012 by greeneyedleo because: (no reason given)