posted on Nov, 5 2012 @ 08:04 PM
I am so glad i found this in this website! randomly wrote in google the sentence "why am i afraid of the grey aliens?" and your post came out.
i really don't know where to start...
first maybe telling you,that the grey guys freak me out!!but,exactly like you said,if they came to me in some accepteble way(not scaring me),i would
just be happy to go with them and help them and give them what they want.i just want to share knowledge with these beings,there is where we are
going,there is where we all belong,where we were born.some people call it the spirit realm,some speak about god and heaven.i think people just need to
give names and names are different,but it is all belonging to the same realm.
i believe in this strongly and i always did.
my problem lately and same as i was a kid,is that i am soooo scared. irrational stupid annoying fear. i cannot look at a window with no curtains in
the darkness,i need to put the blanket over me till covering the eyes and the hairs to fall asleep.cause i feel things.i kind of know they are
there...dunno which ones.
but on the other hand....i have doubts that my mind is trigging me.that my imagination is going far.people say this comes from the left side of the
brain,the logic one,which tries to let us understand these things logically.so it says "no,this is not possible"and generates fear as protection.
also,if i consciously see one now,a grey just walking in...my god i would die for heart attack.i think they know when it is the right time for them to
show.they don't want to let us freak out.the world is still not ready.you hear so many people saying "go to a psychiatrist,you are skizofrenic". i
really think this is so bad..to tell someone to get mental healing. why to fear something just because it goes completely out of the plot with what we
are forced to believe as true since we are born,and that is,this materialistic world where is thought that humans are the kings of the universe,the
only possible being being intelligent? i respect who thinks this,but it is a bit limiting the mind.
i think i am having contacts and i have had them my whole life. and i am finding out now since a couple of months and the whole thing is getting more
intense by time.
in the past years,i just knew that something was "strange" in my childhood,i was scared of being alone at night in the darkness cause i "knew"
something was going to happen every time. i was asking my mom to stay with me or to bring me with her in bed or at least to leave a light on. one
night i had and this i remember clearly cause it had been the most scary night in my life, i had something like a crocodile in my room. i remember a
red eye looking at me and scaring my # out!
i started one year ago randomly to get interested in this whole concept. i didn't do it before cause i just couldn't and still find it difficult
nowadays, to watch pictures,paintings,movies with a Grey alien on it, i just couldn't and still cannot (even thought it is leaving me) look at it.
i had an episode,when i was around 8 years old, that i saw in a newspaper or something like this,a picture with e Grey on it.i remember i was on
holiday with my mom and i couldn't sleep at least for 10 days,i was just soooo scared about that and my mom told me that those 10 days i was keeping
on saying "i know they come at night. i know they will come".
anyway, got in touch with this alien side last december thanks to my flatmate.he just was reading these books.they were transcriptions of hyptnotic
sessions that an australian woman does.so she was just trascripting the audio of the session.she got randomly one day to explore another dimension,the
patient just starts to recall a past life on another planet.i don't know,when i started with these books and went on and got deeper in all this,i
started to feel so relief!! like
my life is amazingly changing.i feel protected and i know that something big is happening.
had a dream where a light being comes into the room where i was in my dream,and says to me"now we can do what you want".he was so full of love this
being,so gentle,so bright light.i wanted to fly and with him we open the window of the room and fly out.and in that moment i became conscious,i knew i
was being in the spiritual world.i knew i was flying and went to see the moon from close.this all with this being.he is a known being for me,like
i found out that the fear of looking at pictures with aliens or the fear of reading and discovering things regarding aliens can be really scary cause
it just let us open the door of our memories. it is like: you start remembering. and things just start to match in life. you get guided.i woke up one
day 2 weeks ago just knowing that my studies were wrong,not my path.from one day to another i gave up and found another school to study alternative
medicine.and my being feels so relieved!
just still scared of taking the step...and meeting a grey consciously!! stupid limited human logic mind ehi!!!