posted on Jun, 16 2012 @ 07:34 PM
I am supposed to give this message to humanity. It might be premature, but I have fallen sick, and I am not sure what the outcome will be. I have been
into meditation, many different kinds since I was 5 years old.
For the past 2 years, I have been communicating with a being from somewhere else I think. If this being is a figment of my imagination, then my
imagination is far greater than I can grasp. This being has told me things that seemed insane, and through research, I have come to find out it was
true. I have told many of my family about my contact, including the two girls I am raising now as my own.
Most of my family has thought me mad, and I guess I can't blame them. No, I forgive them. Only those closest to me, know what I say is true. I
suppose it is my own fault in a way, for pushing people away, the way I used to do.
I am hoping I have much more time, but I am relaying my message, in case I don't. Yesterday I had a fever of 103, and I have no idea why. I was
delerious most of the time, but my girls told me what I was saying was that I was running out of time. And I believe them.
So I am going to try to tell all that I know, before it is too late. I know we did not originate on earth, but we did originate in our solar system.
We started on another planet, but we destroyed it through a great war. We have destroyed at least one other planet, that much I know.
Our own planet now, earth, we are destroying now. Much of what is happening is part of a natural process I think, but our destruction will cause the
process to happen faster, and more violently than it would happen normally.
I have been told we are heading towards an ice age. That the earth will rise fast in temperature, than plummet faster than most of us can concieve. I
have been told that it has happened before many times, and that some of the times we might know of. I am not a scientist, I do not know if this is
true. My favorite areas of study were always theology and psychology.
From what I was told of, and was shown, I hope with every fiber of my being that I am insane. I hope what I was shown was wrong. Because if it was
right, our species is in for destruction that only few of us can imagine. I am sorry that I was able to imagine it. I hope what I have seen was
nothing more than a psycho vision, never to come true. What I have seen will tear europe canada and the US apart. Not many will survive. I hope it is
I hope to be able to live and edit my experiences in the future, but I put them here in case I end up dieing soon. I have my journal, which has been
kept over my period of contact. Maybe I just been too slow to, or maybe I am jumping the gun now.