Originally posted by blocula
Lower realm? you've got my attention,please elaborate...
Originally posted by Unity_99
Yes. Ufology related, since early childhood. Higher Self, checked in, in early chldhood. Psi experiences, and veil lifting on memories. Also
sensing loved ones watching over, family who passed on. In addition, had some negative tests, and was pulled to some lower realm and tried to hold
light, and wake them up remind them of home.
This is something that happened roughly 7 or 8 years ago, before I was awake in the normal sense. At this time of my life, was spiritual, but didn't
believe in traditional fallen angels, or what the bible taught about them, but did believe in the message of Love of Christ and Buddha. What I
believed at that time was that our negative experiences and emotions, thoughts even created a kind of poltergeist, reflection, that energy needed be
transformed, because it could affect people and make them ill.
So suddenly was having all the energy taken from me, day or night, even in the bath. Roughly 3 X a week. I would end up on the couch, unable to
move, almost having a heart attack, energy drained so strongly, and was pulled this place, that I thought had to be inner earth, it seemed like a
cavern type winterland within inner earth.
The man who appeared was quite attractive, dark curls for his hair, had a young old look, would place him around 40. He was very sophisticated,
wearing black and white, semi formal and had this "rule book", self appointed judge of people. I thought he was the devil, though like I said, didn't
believe in the devil. There were others there. He kept trying to confine me, and I would easily break free, in fact I drew out a light sword. He
kept asking me to choose him, ie marry him. He didn't offer riches or fame, just him.
He asked me about the light sword. It had surprised me that I had one even. I just said it was mine, it felt like it was a part of me. So I
proceeded to do what my sons anime's showed, escape up into the sky and he would pursue and block all his sword moves. My own sword could not cut or
harm, but it threw off lots of light, and if you fell into the light, you woke up and remembered your family at home.
This went on for over 2 1/2 months, wherein I thought I had completely lost it. However, two events made it real.
One, my second oldest son, then around 13, took me aside and told me that he had seen a man in my bedroom, he described him as being 40 ish, shoulder
lenght curly dark hair, and he said "A Judge". I have 2 sons that are quite psi, similar level as I've always had, and the others somewhat as well.
The second was in the bath, and I almost drowned when the energy was taken from me, and so I started thinking my own thoughts, to pull myself up, and
when I broke free, the house turned wild, kids were suddenly fighting, and my computer under the desk, so safe, hit the floor.
I just held my ground, blocked and tried to wake them up, reminded them all that they had family waiting. So I spent time trying hard to wake them up
and free them, and it kept on happening. I didn't understand it at all, spent alot of time researching various religions, and anything online
regarding beliefs about fallen ones, because walking away from love and family didn't make any sense to me. The traditional stories made no sense to
No matter what anyone says about these negatives, male energy macho's, they miss home and family. I kept asking him, why are you doing this? Who
would ever do this anyway? What could ever be the point, you have family waiting, your true love, soul mate is waiting!!!! We all want you home, and
he said, they were in a war. I said, why? There is no such thing, its nothingness. I could feel intense regret, they really regret being separate
from their family, and now I believe their war is due to personal failure and shifting the blame, feeling bad/low self esteem in their cores. They
need to be healed and come home!
Anyway, kept sensing rows and rows of angels on the side of what seemed like a cave in the inner earth, like a bowl shaped place with these angels on
the side. And I kept asking them for help. They said I was doing fine.
When it ended, over two months later, was so tired, so drained, couldn't break free and didn't know what to do there. That was when an angel
intervened, as if "he" had gone too far this time. He took me out of there and it never happened again. In fact when I touched the angel or light
being, who was very tall, was like small child/toddler to him, was filled with such joy and pure wonderful energy, the joy of heaven filled me (note
I'm not traditionally religous, this was a spiritual experience, maybe even ufology, but not standard), and I woke up.
And spent a lot of time on the computer searching for answers, nothing really explained it until a few years later finding forums, and exploring
ufolgoy, quantum physics, infinite channels, testing ground earth.
edit on 23-3-2012 by Unity_99 because: (no reason given)