I feel empty because I know how this reality functions.

This place is not easy to live in. There is so much resistance against doing the right thing just because it is the right thing and trying to stay uncorrupted by the system around you. Do the best you can and do not judge yourself. Sometimes the best is very very very little.

Look at this if you like to and see if at least you can have a little while with a smile on your face.
Bobby McFerrin - Don't Worry Be Happy
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Hopefully it will get better for the people with higher ideals. Love a soulbrother. Namaste