posted on Oct, 5 2011 @ 09:49 PM
reply to post by FloatingGhost
Ok I went back and saw that I made a mistake the first time when looking for 'fact'. This time I actually found it, so I apologize for that. And
this changes my perception of the whole argument.
Condescending was not a tone I was aiming for when I said:
"guess you heard the sentence, "When the student is ready the master will appear." Well this might be that instance. I've had other masters that
have lead me down a road I didn't want to go down, so serious descernment comes into play."
My intention was to explain that I was a student and that I was ready, so a possible master was appearing in Akragon. BTW I use master loosely here
obviously. I've come to learn that so far, no one I've met has the answers. So called masters keep making things up that I then have to disprove or
dig deep to find the root, then they don't want to play anymore.
I had a guy tell me that church communion where everyone drinks grape juice and eats a piece of bread as a metaphor for drinking his blood and eating
his flesh was historically linked to tearing into a virgin's girl's chest, ripping out her heart, taking a bite out of it while still beating and
then pass it on to the next person all done in ceremonies thousands of years ago. After asking for his references on this he told me I was on my own,
then dropped me as his student. He preached that we need to question everything, even the guru and when I questioned, he didn't like it. What a
crock? A deciever! A-hole to put it nicely.
I found a random guy teaching what he called rosicrucianism, which I know very little about. After contacting him asking him how his teaching is
different from A.M.O.R.C, he said he didn't like the structure and it's political and all these things. When I told him that nothing stands up to
the truth and that since he and they are basically not in resonance with one another, either he or they are wrong in the rosicrucianism teaching. I
never heard back from him. And you can see Akragon doesn't want to converse with me anymore. I make logical arguments in as nice a way as I know how,
so to minimize offense and people just don't want to continue a discussion.
I suspect two things. I make really good arguments that force people to look at the truth they don't want to see or I'm too confrontational. Maybe a
third if I'm just smart enough to make some argument, but too stupid to actually make a point. You did say I didn't speak clearly. I actually think
I speak very clearly, but can accept that maybe I have a distorted way of seeing myself that is obvious to everyone but me.