posted on Sep, 13 2011 @ 11:08 AM
49 to 50. Ya that is what tomorrow brings me. 1/2 century. 10 years ago tomorrow was a friday 3 days after 9-11 I turned 40. I will always remember
this day as it was declared The National day of Morning for the 9-11 victims. I sat infront of the television all that day and cried moarned and
sobbed with my country my neighbors my family it was a deeply emotional day.
Tomorrow turning 50 wow is my main emotion. I have been pondering the past 10 years for a few months, I went beyond the past 10 years to consider my
whole life what I have completed, expereince,failures,and my many attempts of variuous careers, events, Happenings/differnet things i expereince in my
life path, the successes and the failures. And what I have realized is my first 50 years brought me the experience-the understanding as to why the
clock goes tick-tock..( life moves forward-tick tock, tick tock). Im by no means insinualting i know it all because i deffinately do not. I am comming
into a place inside myself to which i can more easily understand change..
At my age you learn to see an outcome before it happens, hence avoiding the wrong path or moving onto the right path.
I understand how the older people are so wise. I am hoping to be amongst the wise when I am around 65.
I figure I am about halfway through my life. Woman in my family live veyr long time, my grandmother is about to be 95 she still lives alone, she told
me some years back she will live to see her 110 I believe her.
My husband and children asked me a few times this week what I want for my birthday.
My Birthday wish is, If just for one day 24 hours the entire world would lay down their weapons go home spend time with friends and or family, or go
pray, or start up the bar be que,play soccer watch a football game, go shopping with your spouse or child somethign non violent, whatever makes them
happy....that is my wish..peace to the world
edit on 13-9-2011 by lbndhr because: (no reason given)