Well, is 2011. I am expecting a great change to happen to me. What do you guys think? I don't expect to have a clear answer.
Well, I have spend the better half of last year trying to sort out my life's path after I left the company I had been working for 8 years. I didn't
have a life before and my life was my job. After I left this company or my old life, I was beginning to receive messages from my spirit guides.
These spirit guides appeared to me right around I have experienced my first Kundalini rising when I was 19. They appeared again some 15 years later
and when I have managed to experience the Kundalini energy on my third and fourth times.
So far, this is what I have concluded and gathered from their messages. What was troubling me? I am at my life's cross road. I can't go back the
life that I left. And I don't know where to go with my future. Even if I do know, I have no ideas how.
1. Something will happen to me during 2011. Not sure which months or when. Why? In one of the messages, there was a reference to a clock and the
time was "11." I thought it meant November. However, everything was the same during November and so I assume it meant 2011. In this dream, I was
told that I was in a simulation (like the Star Trek Holodeck and the simulation won't end until the person, or me, gets to the end of the program)
and I shouldn't worry about trying to end it. However, in this dream, I didn't care and thought that it was crucial for me to solve and end this
program for some important reason. It looked like I worried over nothing.
2. Another reference to the time now. In this message, I was sleeping inside my car, my current car. I woke up and heard a national anthem of the
country where my spirit guides came from. I looked at my watch and it was 1 pm. Does this refer to January??
3. I think I will start a new life in the country where my spirit guide came from. Why? Me hearing the national anthem of that country from my
car's radio, in the message. On several occasions, I saw myself traveling around in that country but couldn't speak the language. I saw myself
attending one of the language courses. In my real life, I did attend 4 months of that language course. And recently on the Christmas morning, I
dream of myself receiving a check from my old company. However, the sender on the check wasn't addressed to my company. Some reference to "Green
man." And some reference of me being a citizen of that country and written in that language. Clearly, my future lies with me living the life in
that country. I don't know how.
4. Is the color green. It becomes apparently to me that the color green is very significant here. Why? In one of my messages, a green man (a man
with green face) told me I would become a steward of a castle. On Christmas eve, I have my first fully aware astral projection experience and
indicated that I will be heading up on a green straight hill. So, I assume my future path should become apparent to me and the color green (whatever
the meaning it holds) would guide me to my future. Co-incidentally, in my real life, I have been in contact with greens. Last week my family and I
went to the Mystic Aquarium in CT. My sister went ahead first the night before and stayed in the hotel. I and my parents went to visit her the next
day. The address of this hotel was 244 Greenmanville Ave!!! Today I went to see Tron Legacy. While I walked to the movie room for Tron, I passed by
a poster showing "Green Hornet." I didn't know what it was. During pre-presentation before Tron, they were previewing Green Hornet. What strikes
me was that this show was a remake from the 30s, and it has an Asian actor in it. Then, I realized I have witnessed another green message. From now
on, I am paying close attention to whatever greens I may be encountering and hopefully it would lead me to my supposed path.
5. Why can I just ignore my spirit guides? Take initiatives. I have come to that conclusion at one point but the messages I got were not so
pleasing. I was visited twice (in my dreams) by 2 spirit guides. An old lady and a young soldier. I saw them when I was in my 19 or 20s. In these
dreams, I didn't recognize them and in fact I tried to get away from them. It turned out that the people I thought it would help me weren't on my
side, while this old lady was standing there and watching me. In another dream, I was on a subway cart with an open top. I was trying to get home
and preventing female zombies from getting on. Apparently, the female zombies I saw on the tracks were all women I once had feelings for but nothing
good came out from it. This soldier got on my cart and I kicked him off. However, he said he would help me. He said that before when I was in my
20s. From these messages, it seems that if I don't listen to them and wanting to take my own life initiatives, I would go back to the life I came
What's the problem? It looks like I am going to live in another country and possibly as a result of some good fortune. The time frame could be this
year. Or early this year. The problem is that my consciousness is having a hard time grasping the possibility of this happening. Yes, I can travel
to this country and take a 7 day vacation. How does this translating me into make a new life in this country? Sorry for writing such a long post.
My mind is having some problems processing all these information I am getting. At the same time, I am somewhat frustrated with this sense of waiting.
However, I am wise enough to know that things would happen when they should happen. I believe my spirit guides have given me all the information
about my future. I am not sure if I should ask them for more information if I have no controls when or how this future should happen.
Just follow the green......