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Originally posted by aqlpskwo
i dont quite remember how i woke up except this thought and feeling that i discovered something i wasnt supposed to.
Originally posted by MMPI2
i had urinated profusely in my bed.
Originally posted by mutantgenius
That sounds like sleep paralysis. You may have fallen asleep on your back. I am not sure what the metaphysical connotations are, but from what I understand of the subject, which is very limited, you may have been on the verge of having an out of body experience and some kind of fear prevented you from it. I have been having some episodes of sleep paralysis lately and am trying to overcome that fear to see what the next step might be. It is supposedly characterised by a very loud noise in the ears and paralysis and in some cases a very strong sense of fear. As for no longer being able to dream lucidly, perhaps you are subconciously afraid to repeat the unpleasant experience?
So prayer, especially the Lord’s Prayer—there is amazing power in that prayer—or the Gayatri mantra, different prayers depending on your background. If you have a relationship with a religion, any religion, there will be a prayer in that religion that will bring you close to that sense, that feeling, of connection. And that can evaporate fear. There is great power in that.
So that would be my recommendation when fear is strong. Remember your Being. Pray. And this especially happens out of the body, in the astral plane. Fear is a huge obstacle, and the surest antidote is prayer. As soon as you feel that fear, you pray to God, “Please my Mother, my Father,”—whatever prayer you want to use, even if it is just intuitive—“be with me, guide me, help me, show me.” And when it is sincere, the fear evaporates.
"To be given experiences even after a fall can also be an intervention of the Being, who tries to work through inspiration. This is meant to show that this work is possible, and to give solar faith to the disciple so that he does not regress."
Regarding magic seals, we can ask ourselves the following question: how important is it to lock our doors at night if we live in a big city? It is essential: otherwise we leave an open invitation for thieves to enter our home.
I remember one night many years ago I was too lazy to conjure my space. As soon as I went to sleep, a witch terribly assaulted me in the astral plane, because she knew that I was not defended. Whenever I feel the ego of negligence slip up in relation with my practices, I always reflect on that event. It was truly equal to a physical mugging.
The conjurations are all effective. You have to work with those you resonate. However, we generally recommend the Conjurations of the Four, the Seven and the Invocation of Solomon, especially before any magical work (like Sexual Magic) since these are exceptionally powerful.