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Originally posted by zatara
It is a bit difficult to describe what I excactly mean but I will try to explain myself.
It is often the impression my senses receive that give me a feel of deja vú. It is as if a memory from an other lifetime is triggered. This is a very weird experiance and does last only for about 30 seconds or so. It can be how the sunlight is enetring my eyes, a smell or just the surroundings I see.
It is a feel of nostalgia, recognition, but I can not put my finger on it. It is very strong 'emotion' and gives me the feel that I do not belong at where I am.....no,....I should say, ....the feel that I once belonged somewhere else and felt happy there.
Most of the time these impressions reverence to a place in the United States....Me myself am dutch and always lived in The Netherlands and never visited the US, so it is a bit weird. I also have the urge to go there sometime and have the expectation to feel at home once arrived at the place of desitination.......where ever that may be....
Any of you guys have such an experiance?
Originally posted by [davinci]
This is perhaps not what you meant, but...
I do get the feeling that circumstances should be different. This is not to say that I think I should be rich or have a nicer home (although both would be nice).
It is a shadow upon my soul, a feeling that this is not what should be. There is no GOD in my world so it is not a matter of faith. Instead it is as you said, a feeling of being out of place; that this world and everything in it is wrong.
There is also the feeling that change is coming. What that change might be I am uncertain, but I feel this will not last much longer. Although I don't mean to imply that I have pinned my hopes on a mythical date (ie 2012) it is because of this shadow that I seek out information on such things.
I truely believe that we are currently living in momentous times, there are changes coming that are beyond anyone's control and the implications will forever alter what life encompasses.
edit on 10-10-2010 by [davinci] because: grammer