posted on Aug, 3 2010 @ 01:26 AM
No...this is not another "end of the world" thread by any means.
This is a post asking "When does it end for you?"
Please permit me to go on a bit of a ramble...
Have you always been one who thinks differently? One who believes in the possibility in the strange, the bizarre, the implausible, the impossible? Has
the continuation of such individual thought patterns been friend or foe to all of us?
Obviously people who flock here, who question, who theorize...we are a fairly strange breed to those we'd consider "normal", the sheep for lack of
a better term. Often we boost ourselves above such people, for WE question...we are awake while they dream...or is it the other way around?
We all in one sense or another like to think of ourselves as a bit of a Fox Mulder character, learning as much as we can about the strange,
impossible, how the world "actually" works rather than what we are led to believe. Working toward the truth. But what truths to we seek? Endless
truths I suppose, though I suspect we all have a bit of a specialty.
They call us nuts, conspiracy theorists, belittle us constantly for questioning what reality truly is, or at least what we can understand of it.
What is your plan for your own becoming? Will you search as far and wide as you possibly can, to the ends of the earth to know, to prove to others you
knew? Will you write a book on a particular subject? Will the world finally take you seriously? Not likely. You and I will likely sit behind the glow
of the computer spouting half assed theories that in the end, will never mean anything to humanity as a whole, true or not. Don't get me wrong, I
appreciate everyone here and everything I read to a point, but the act of posting with each other only increases our own self imposed "insanity" to
the rest of the world.
Every day we post and read about the latest UFO video, or the latest threat from North Korea, how we are being fooled by the media, the government,
increasing our fear and our knowledge all at once. And I love it, personally, as I'm sure most of you do as well...but everything has to come to a
point, and end point, at sometime. Maybe that's why we all love the end of the world theories so much.
I often wonder how different my life, my mentality, would be if I were not one of us. Would being one of those sheep be so very bad? To take the
world as fact, not fiction, to be content with what is rather than what I view what could be. Sometimes I get so bound up in my head by everything I
read, I fear, I wonder about that I just want to end it to get away from all of this. Of course in reality I won't, or rather don't plan on it, but
the extent to which we collectively gather and discuss all of these terrible possibilities, overanalyze, or at least I do...the thought has crossed my
The gauge of possibility, of what could be rather than what we are led to believe, or forced to, that is what keeps us going I suppose. I get so sick
of thinking the way I do, and crave more and more every single day. In one sense, I do truly want to discover, to learn as much as I am able of what
is possible, what are the lies, what are the truths...but in another, I ponder the old saying "Ignorance is Bliss".
Will you trek on toward the beyond as long as you live, are able, or will you one day be glad to grow up and join the ranks of society as it is
ignoring individuals like ourselves, de-evolving into normality?